The world has sadly changed D. : ( Sigh ... I drive across town and make the effort to play with my grandson like so just in order that he has a chance of some form of healthy development. I don't mean to blame but simply say with the way this now over complicated and oppressive world has become, that people need help more than ever. I know I find myself having taken things for granted when reflecting how things used to be.
It's a depressives view but its also a realistic look/view ... at the state of affairs our world now be in. You having more years on me ... may I be bold to assume you know well what I mean? Alas there are ways to brighten no matter how grim.
The reliance factor and our sovereign independence slowly being taxed ... the only way to get back up is to help each other where it counts. (not by this new wave possy wossy blinkered view that's adverse to seeing what it) Enough of the BSing ourselves and others. But how to do whilst pampering to the nappies many of us now live in. Very hard task without coming off as a hard ass. I say go through the phase of projecting the inner toxicity back out where it belong ... because I can tell others once enduring that phase long enough you will then start to heal yourself regardless of depressive realities.
Righto ... now I am late for me walk.
1 2 3 ... off I go into the cold dark morning ... gleefully so.
Now I am smiling.