Is there another doc u could see the pills are not working i no its like starting again and its shit but u being like this is shit too! Do you speak to a counsellor at all? U could try to every night get in to bed and write a diary of that day be completley honest write all you feelings emotions thoughts and worrys on paper then put it under your bed and go to sleep listening to a relaxation tape. Do this every day and it will start to help. Stay positive you will come through this.