Ugh, so back I guess. Really need help and I don't know who to go to. I have no doctor and the doctor I see is on vacation and when he gets back it'll take 3 weeks to see him.
I'm trying to quit Paroxetine/Paxil. Today was the 3rd attempt. Because I have no doctor and no one is taking me seriously about my side effects I've had to try to quit on my own, or from reading up on it. I really don't know if I'm weaning off correctly but I'm desperate enough that I don't care. I was on 10 and was feeling better, and my Dr. said I should be ok to move to 20, then I lost my fucking mind and was having nightmares daily with shit on fire and faceless people, immedietly went back down to 10mg and that seemed ok, but I can't get off completely. So I've been cutting my pills in half so they're 10mg, and lately halfed again, 5mg. Trying to skip every other day and just see how long I can last without having a withdrawl. At least today I recognized the dizziness was from withdrawl, I tried to make it through the day but by night I felt nauseous and more dizzy, and I said fuck it, and had to take another. The more I read the more this pill seems like a total fucking nightmare. Reading that the people who made it withheld information. I guess I'm on half of half a pill now, so 5mg, but I can't last over 2-3 days without it. It's really hard to tell how much is in my system because I can't tell how safe I am until withdrawls.