Thanks for support assist here KZAC! Glad that you finally found a more positive solution too!..(1 trial & error effort that = error should not = NO MORE TRIALS!)... but Camilla91 has already gotten our point, its in her hands now..
Goodluck to you both!!
Enduronman.
Last edited by Enduronman; 08-10-2012 at 10:59 AM. Reason: duh?
hiya kelly
Ive never been a medication person, i think that everything my body/brain does is for a reason, the unreal feeling is for a reason and im hoping when i work out what the reason is i will get better, but for now im just struggling along..
im very sensitive to any medication, just one paracetamol and im shaking! lol your story sounds really familiar to mine, when i had my son i had those same horrible thoughts! i kept having the same thought that i was gunna drop my son down the stairs an kill him, or fall with him in my arms, i also got overly paranoid while i was outside, thinking someone was gunna jump me or that someone was gunna bomb the bus i was on (i can laugh about this now lol) at the time my dad was really poorly and as soon as he got better these thoughts went away without medication.
if i could have a tablet with a hundred percent guarantee there would be no side effects and it would make me better for the rest of my life i would probably take them but until them im ready to fight this alone.
im seeing a hypnotist thats very good and have an appointment with an anxiety councillor on tuesday, so im hoping that will help, ive signed up to college in the hope that if my minds not on the anxiety it will go away because if im honest its all i think about at the moment, i also use the relaxation tapes! lol
xx
good for you camilla! sounds like you're taking the right steps for yourself and drug-free to boot! just remember not to be discouraged if the hypnotist and counseling dose not "cure" you. it's all a process! baby steps! i'm confident you'll be anxiety free soon. :-)
lol thanks icebat! i know i can do this! il find the strength somewhere, i always feel better after seeing the hypnotist so i know hes helping somewhere! somethings hidden itself in my brain i can either sit and wonder what it is thats causing this anxiety or i can ignore and it will go away like when i was 15
i write u a long reply and just looked and it must not have sent, lol! So here goes again... Distraction is good when i can 100 % concentrate on something! I just get sick to death of living my life anxious and not enjoying normal family things because of anxious thoughts!! I do have fits and fazes of good weeks and bad weeks but i think ive took the good for granted and stopped working on it now i feel the bad creeping back in!! I think my hormones play a big part in it to though!!
Kellyx
Your the same as me! LOL I get that exact thought 'I'm sick of this can't be bothered to think about it' thing LOL I always feel better when I'm focused on something, at the moment I don't really have much point to life there's my son but when you do everything on your own for so long it gets tiring! He may be the only thing that's kept me going for awhile but noe its like I need to do something else, I've applied to college in the hope that I'll have something new and good to think about instead of going through the same old routine, I've been doing the same thing for 2 years straight and it time to give my mind something new to focus on.. Its just waiting till september to start -_- lol xx
Yep we r, lol! Ive got 3 kids and at the start they were all i did it for, everything else seemed pointless but because of my kids it ment i couldn't give up i had to fight! I dont realy get liked i used to! I just get annoyed with myself! When i get anxious im just like of piss off!!! ive gone back to work in the last couple of months after a year off which i got anxious about but it has done me good to get back to being me and have a purpose other than wife and mother!
Kellyx
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