I feel as though I've ruined my life!
I'm 30 and was diagnosed with depression 12 years ago.
I've spent these last 12 years trying to educate myself, to find a career, to keep any job I can find.
There are more holes in my resume than jobs.
I've never had a job longer than 18 months, and it's definitely NOT for a lack of trying.
I used to earn good money, now I'm looking at disability.
I feel disgusted in myself.
Why can't I just keep it together like everyone else?
I'll never own a home.
The only chance I will have to better my future children's lives with be an insurance policy.
I know people will judge me for not having a job, I judge me for it.
I don't feel like I'm good enough to associate with, I'm an embarrassment.
How can I keep going like this?
I'm so lost