Im having a 'moment'.
I feel horrible. Im dizzy, I feel like the ground under me is moving, I feel like someone is cracking my
skull with an ice pick!
And a usual, I feel like my heart is going to stop.
My bottle feels full. I can't feel any more pain our it will overflow.
I really really really want to cry. I want to whale at the to of my lungs until I feel I have emptied enough out of my bottle.
But I can't. I don't know how to, our have forgotten how to.
No matter how bad it gets, I just can't cry.
I feel like it would help so much.
So where is it?
Any thoughts, pointers, help, or acknowledgment that I'm not alone?