So I have panick attacks ... But lately and it seems on and off in my life I go threw periods were I fear the thought of death, hence which throw me into panick. I don't know how to set my mind to not worry about things I can't control. I try to justify things in my head but it never seems to help. I can't watch er shows or even read things that talk about people dieing . My friend posted about another person who died but didn't say how they died. I bugged her for a week to try to find out the cause. Once I found out it was a heroin overdose, as bad as it sounds, I felt better because I don't do street drugs. But ugh it's so fucking frustrating to live like this




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