I only have 2 classes left before I graduate yet these classes require regular class participation to be able to get a good grade. I forced myself to participate in class in my previous classes in college whenever I was called upon. But now I just don't feel like attending class anymore. I'm too scared to be called on.
I also dread group projects which are required for the class. I feel like I just have had enough of this.
I was asking for special classes since I am graduating, but they would not give me one. A special class would mean either one on one or online with the professor. It is just so disappointing.
I also don't like the feeling of have lower years as my classmates. As of now, I have cut those classes out of fear of humiliation. But now the problem is even worse because I may have missed a lot, and the professor may not be willing to accommodate me. I know it was wrong to cut, but I couldn't imagine the humiliation of being required to participate.
Please help me. If anything, I just need some encouragement.