Lately I've been doing things that provoke the core issue of my depression and anxiety problems, and it has unleashed hell. I'm there with you friend :(

Very sorry I haven't been on in a long time, have not been feeling too well.



I never had sex. Somewhere along the line I figured women just wait for men to woo them and I got the feeling the...

Thanks for the encouragement. I've had this anxiety for well over a year now, I got through alot and as it seemed the worst of it has passed I got to thinking deeply about where I stood in life. I've...

I don't know what it was. People we got it from called it 'heaven'. Everything we had after was the organic.

Thanks for the replies! :D. Like I said I haven't smoked any in a long time and there's nothing that makes me want to go back to it.

I never smoked all that much for me to consider it a suspect but I remember the first time I smoked it was some synthetic shit a friend of mine acquired and I was pretty fucked up for that evening....

You may want to speak to someone if you think it has become a phobia, get some therapy. Diarrhea is increases and is a symptom of anxiety, don't ask me the details. Keep up the healthy lifestyle as...

It's worth a try, it sounds like just what I need right now, so thanks. Had some time to think today and I'm in the process of sorting out my head and I feel [a little] better in general.

I'm...

It's worth a try, it sounds like just what I need right now, so thanks. Had some time to think today and I'm in the process of sorting out my head and I feel [a little] better in general.

I'm...

Thanks for the advice by the way, temperature is still very hot and humid where I'm from but when winter sets in it will make for great walks, the rain makes everything so much better :).

I've...

As much as I value the mind I envy you, thinking too much about the state of the universe can be unhealthy. Especially when you're not sure if your anxiety exaggerating it or if it's the thinking...

HAH!:p I know I went off on a tangent on my loneliness but let's forget I ever said that, at this stage even if I get a girl in my bed I'll end up with my head against her chest, shivering and...

This 'revelation' of the finite state of our existence is a recent development. I am desperately hoping that it is just a passing phase, much like the various stages of anxiety I've had before where...

It does make sense!=] I've drifted down this slippery slope where I swapped my perspective with the theoretical perspective of the 'beyond the universe'. Now nothing seems to be worth anything. I...

A thank you in advance for anyone who reads this and replies as this is about more than getting answers. I want to feel reconnected with people and even if this isn't real life it helps a little. I...

Oh don't get me wrong I'm all for supplements, just not medication. I don't think the side effects are worth it unless my life's in danger. I'm hardly eating anything lately and I'm sure not getting...

Can anyone tell me how to place an avatar? The 'edit avatar' in the settings doesn't give me the option to upload or anything


Hey there! I figured I'd sign up in anticipation for the next peak...