my nerves are so broke, you cant imagine....... I am so uptight all the time I dont know what to do, everything irritates me so much I feel like a psychopat , my nerves are soo fucked up its...

never.fucking.ever... dont even mention doctors or meds to me anymore. I will get through this alone or I will die, but meds are completly out of the question. its all poison

I was feeling better for a while... I think thanks to a woman, but then last friday I was in a rather stressful situation and started feeling bad again now now I feel bad again.... its really strange...

What can help me really.... finding a woman perhaps?

that is really all I want in my life to find love... and therefor all my life would become better.

my head feels like a dried lemon with all the juice sucked out of it...it is this weird exhaustion and burned out feeling and its very intensive... and constant.

It all started with me falling in love with the wrong person... I am truly a piece of shit who can't handle any stress.

Fuck all this shit... I will kill myself this year if there is no improvement. Live happy or die, i dont give a shit, I know my parents will understand too eventually.

Just what.....seriously... JUST FUCKING WHAT.. I have constant fucking weird symptoms in my head I am at the edge of suicide really.


I am suffering and I dont even know what is the damn cause ffs

Im so tired of these physical symptos u cant imagine......... Also I think Love excitement feelings have started all these physical symptoms...

I have struggled with my physical symptoms for a long time now... dizziness, confusion, exhaustion, concentration problems...tremors, twitching.... all that shit.

I like to believe in god so I...

yeah this is what started all this shit......... I have struggled with it for a year now, it varies in strenght, but I am starting to give up...... you basically know my story forwells........ I am...

I am guessing it is all related ... all my symptoms... and i truly hope they are fixable.


Also I have Body Dysmorphic Disorder, I have struggled with it for years, I think this might be the...

I think it might be just that... and the fight or flight thing was triggered by alcohol... so how do i fix it now?

One thing that is really scaring me is that I am basically shaking all the time, when I try to just hold something in my hand it cant stand still, it is shaking mildly.... its making me think I have...

I am committed to relieving my stress/anxiety/depression..... I will do everything in my power, and I will TRY to stay away from meds as much as possible. I will give it time and hope I will get...

Actually when I am playing I dont think about it... but I get this strange spaced-out and unable to communicate feeling in my head... I am able to play but not really think. My head gets empty... its...

When I am exercising (more specifically playing volleyball with friends) I get a really spaced-out feeling, like im not really there, but this feeling gets strong with exercise is what I have...

This is the last time I tell you people to stop stressing in my thread. If you can't just mind your own business go somewhere where the sun doesn't shine to put it nicely. This forum exists for me to...

No.

I just wanted to know what this indicates to any of you or if you can relate.

I am unable to be still.....do you understand? My body and eyesight both, I am unable to keep myself still and steady..... when I try to hold something in my hands I cant do it without subtle...

for me hangovers FUCK ME UP completely.

Doctors dont help, Ive said it enough times. I am done with doctors for the time being and see if just living a healthy lifestyle can fix me, it should if it is stress/anxiety/depression.
I have...

I will turn 22 next month.

Anyway, the doctors don't help I can tell you that much, at least not in my country, I believe if I change my lifestyle things will become better and if not I will hang...

Stop this bullshit in my thread please.

I do consider and appreciate the replies I get, but for me to accept and understand my situation I just need straight forward answers to certain questions. ...

im starting to think that im going blind in one eye...