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  1. A Boundless Prison Vs Empty Space

    Insanity reigns whilst the tempering of 'God Knows What?' takes its place. More meaning I sense a spirit that dwells deep within regardless of so much unrelenting pain. One that keeps my soul...
  2. Things not boding well, but still exercising and...

    Things not boding well, but still exercising and doing my best to keep my walking regular. Too flat out to even post. All in good time ... just saying I am hanging in there. Still breathing with a...
  3. Medication Side Effects

    Medication Side Effects: are starting to make themselves felt. Lets get specific.

    Disclaimer - this is just what is happening to me. My experience is My experience.

    Woke up at 4am EXTREMELY...
  4. Won interim custody pending a final hearing which...

    Won interim custody pending a final hearing which might take between 3 to 4 days. If things were not stressful enough we now have to move house. I am exhausted after a lone stretch with my grandson...
  5. Started A New Online Medication Journal

    A productive day really. Made some ground with learning HTML and uploading the beginnings to a medication journal. http://mymeds.atwebpages.com/

    I also was paid a visit by a support person I...
  6. Is this the time that I am finally over and out? ...

    Is this the time that I am finally over and out? As painful as that be, it's probably also just what I need.
  7. "You know Dave, somtimes you just got to bend over and take it up the ass!"

    Why the fuck do I even try? My wife kind of summed it all up today by telling me re the court case and my trepidation about, once again, being questioned "You know Dave, somtimes you just got to...
  8. Notes On Suicide Attempt.

    I have to start taking notes otherwise I won't be able to live with myself knowing I did not do more to intervene. Hopefully these posts can help us deal with what we must. I also try to take some...
  9. On that note ... lets see if I can leave the...

    On that note ... lets see if I can leave the puppets be. 18/11/2019
  10. Drop the Puppets Friends & Learn How To - Motivate Yourself.

    https://i.ibb.co/BLgQLD3/pupet-2.jpg



    OK - I'll put that on the back burner for a while and let that sit, whilst I turn my attention to something of another topic. Finding motivation is a very...
  11. Such is life - we shall do all we have to do to...

    Such is life - we shall do all we have to do to protect each other. If there is to be a purpose, I guess that is ours.

    Enough said.
  12. ______ The night time is addictive. Silent....

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    The night time is addictive. Silent. Tranquil. You and yourself.
    Then comes morning.. When all of the bastards in the world wake up and create noise.

    ...
  13. Still working on severing those relations. It's...

    Still working on severing those relations. It's meant to hurt. That's the point when whilst others dish it out with their own ignorance - pain is what they offer despite their shallow attempts to...
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    Oh yea ... as the for most recent comment in...

    Oh yea ... as the for most recent comment in another thread - "This thread is about others ..." I severed a close relationship developed in here over years because of that cheap shot. I remind you...
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    As you can see I am back, your participation was...

    As you can see I am back, your participation was never invited, nor required. In fact, its why I left. I believe you know that which makes your comment/s contentious.
    We never got a long and the...
  16. No need to wait for the final hearing - The shit...

    No need to wait for the final hearing - The shit has hit the fan and now we are cornered into having to step in. Not a decision wanted to make. In that light I can start to write about the shit that...
  17. Just messing about with finding topics to write...

    Just messing about with finding topics to write about. Fact is that I am not currently in a good head space to flesh it out. I see that is no reason that I should not try. I'm back to learning...
  18. Speechless

    Opening Notes:


    For The Permanently Affected & Rejected – How To Suffer Less in Our Decaying World.

    A spiritual perspective from a permanently affected and rejected individual attempting to...
  19. Jesus Christ! I am sore as fuck! Laughs out loud...

    Jesus Christ! I am sore as fuck! Laughs out loud because in some sadistic way I know it's for the best and that It's not going to work for me unless I do it all again. hehe. I wonder what I will be...
  20. Super tired - which is good being early in the...

    Super tired - which is good being early in the evening as it is. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Less sun today but enough - ended eating more - but also was a lot more active today. End of...
  21. Laughs whilst reading this later in the day. ...

    Laughs whilst reading this later in the day. That's a good boy D. Keep pushing those implants out.
  22. I am cutting my face book connections now ... so...

    I am cutting my face book connections now ... so no offence. No need to PM me either. Just leave me be in here while it lasts. I think is best this way. Nothing lasts. We all die and die many...
  23. I do not survive and from my perspective I can...

    I do not survive and from my perspective I can see that many others in society do not. No one survives suicide or when others in the family kill themselves like so.

    Time for me to go (makes...
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    Edit ... Takes his smiley face and will go sit on...

    Edit ... Takes his smiley face and will go sit on that.

    Sorry to others for dismissing your suffering. I can see now - "could be worse" is not a good opening statement. Dismissing others is a...
  25. I'm at a loss for words really. It's always in a...

    I'm at a loss for words really. It's always in a few more months "that will be over ..." It's true enough that in about a month from now I can write more open about the shit going on in my life. I...
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