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  1. I understand your desperate to create usernames...

    I understand your desperate to create usernames and reach out due to your self created isolation, but I said I would not be back until 2024.

    We can chat in here then but I won't be able to reply...
  2. Laughs out loud. I just popped in to get some...

    Laughs out loud. I just popped in to get some reaseach material from Ponder.
    Yep ... have a good year my friend ... see you in 2024!

    Until then ... Adios!
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    How's your world going? Making many positive...

    How's your world going? Making many positive connections?

    Wishing you all the best.

    I'll send you a toilet brush for Xmas. hehe. :D
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    Yes, an interesting looking facitliy. I...

    Yes, an interesting looking facitliy. I understand it all now.
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    Is all good. I got a new space you cannot take...

    Is all good. I got a new space you cannot take one.

    Now that this canvas is back to being nothing but toilet paper, when you are ready we can now talk about your severe case of mental illness. I...
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    New Blog

    Possibly a good point in which to leave this other fellow rest in a nest of his own making whilst I go feather a new one.
    You can find me here→ https://pondermovedhere.blogspot.com/
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    The good thing about getting tired of life... in...

    The good thing about getting tired of life... in general... is the ability not to be distracted by trivial streams of thought and it's residual projection. ZZZZzzzz
    Rolls over and goes back to...
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    My youngest son came to visit today. I stayed up...

    My youngest son came to visit today. I stayed up watching a couple of 80s movies at his request and had a few alcoholic beverages. Today my wife, son and I had lunch at one of the local Hotels. He...
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    Day 2 | Hiking The Esplanade

    Just chromebooking it atm under a gazebo with an ocean view and fresh swirling sea breeze. It's a bit overcast and humid wih summer having arrived but cool enough given I got a good sweat up which...
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    Day 1 Continued...

    Time to make a post if not just to fill in space otherwise ill spent. The lockable fridge/freezer makes me feel better about buying mangos, avocados and the like given now I know my daughter will be...
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    Day 1 ... Walking. Going to take it easy but...

    Day 1 ... Walking. Going to take it easy but feeling good about it. Counting the days this time as not doing so keeps seeing me back at square one again. Here's to Day 1.
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    Awesome night ride. Feeling much better now....

    Awesome night ride. Feeling much better now. Can't wait till I start power walking. The place that sold my the foldable solar panel got back with the offer to replace it. I decided to go ahead with...
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    Picked up a little 12V lockable fridge that...

    Picked up a little 12V lockable fridge that should see my more favored supplies no longer disappear. Arrr, but the joys of family.
    Another hermit enabling feature in my room.

    Here’s a...
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    Awesome, I just picked up a chromebook on the...

    Awesome, I just picked up a chromebook on the cheap brandnew as it was the last one. Great little device that is easy peasy to transport and powers off a usb power bank although not that you would...
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    Moving On

    … or not quite. Toe looks manageable now that I am over the worst of the flu or whatever the fuck that was. Kidney pain much better now although I’m still looking at getting poked and...
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    Whilst pain persists, I am feeling a little...

    Whilst pain persists, I am feeling a little better having only just gone for a short ride. Probably just need to jerk off more often regardless of any prostate issues. I'm guessing that is how...
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    3 Weeks Post-Op

    I got to admit despite trying to will myself better I am concerned due to still feeling quite ill. Today I present to the GP with my own historical list as it's all getting too long to keep up with...
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    Reality Check

    Best I can say I must of been in a LOT of pain given I said I would rather be dead than go to a hospital so many times before. Between the GP, Testing Facilities, Hospital & even the Ambos ... The...
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    SELF SOOTHING | 16+ Days Postoperative

    I've lost count how far I am in with the whole razor blade throat | flu/cold symptoms kind of thing. Something like four nights if I were to guess with day one being the mild... "O OH ... here we go"...
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    Post CV | Hospitals & People Are No longer What They Used To Be

    Seems the whole house is down and out with each of us suffering in our own way. My daughter tried going to the hospital and called an ambulance the day after being rejected on both counts. I tried...
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    Right Kidney is *&^%ing Very Painful

    In a LOT of pain this morning. I followed the advice of the phone health line and went to the hospital but could not wait long enough. Ironically I left because I was in too much pain. Fathom that....
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    Can't Sleep

    Woke up at 1:00AM – Caught my daughter’s agonizing dry throat. She got diagnosed the pharyngitis yesterday. Just what I needed to go along with my infected toe recovery. What started out as a...
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    I'm on a 3rd course of antibiotics as very slow...

    I'm on a 3rd course of antibiotics as very slow to heal. Thankfully the infection was not so bad that I could not have my stiches removed. The GP was concerned and sent me for an ultrasound to rule...
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    THE WISDOM OF INSECURITY | A Message for an Age of Anxiety ~ 1951 Alan Watts

    Alan Watts: Imperfections and Human
    The previous video in above post was one of the 1st lectures I came across when initially discovering Alan Watts. I really love that one as compared to his many...
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    CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF | Drawing from Alan Watts 1971

    All things considered, I was expecting to be interrupted by this point so started off this thread somewhat disconnected. That said, I feel it was worthwhile making the attempt to return, and as...
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