Hi Sakura,
It's really interesting to hear about your boyfriend. I'm very dependant on mine but he is very independent which is great but at the same time adds to my anxiety because things go...

Hello Lilac,
Please don't apologise I haven't been on-line much recently myself.
I was glad to hear back from you though. I do think you and I are very similar, especially with the need to control...

Hi all,
I haven't posted for a little while or been about, things have been quite busy (the right amount to keep me distracted without being too stressful, yay)
I thought I'd come and post because...

That sounds awful. I used to get very emotional when I tried to sleep, I'd be overwhelmed and usually ended up crying myself to sleep. I use a pillow spray that's got lavender and some other things...

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That's amazing, I love the Pikachu one as well, great shout.

Hi
You're right, all I can do is keep plugging away at it I guess
Like wise to you to :)

I found this post really interesting to read and I think it's fantastic you're taking charge and starting to sort things out. My house is in a very similar state, I never let anyone isnde....

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Hi superchick,

thanks for the reply. :)
I'm sorry to hear about what happened with you and your boyfriend, I think trying to work through it is very brave, I hope the two of you make it.
Really,...

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This was really interesting to read.
Do you think taking these along side your usual meds they would still help?
Thanks

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Hi Lilac,
I just read (and replied) to your post. It was actually very eye opening, I hadn't ever considered myself a control freak before. I'd really appreciate being able to pm you at some point,...

Hi Lilac,
I'm not gunna lie I cried a bit when I was reading this. I hadn't ever given thought to the idea that I was trying to control so much but I really am. I couldn't get over how similar we...

Thanks very much.
Yeah, thats half of what I need sometimes, is just a place to off load some of the things rushing round up there.

It really does just tear all my rational thinking apart. It was good you had your husband and I know I'm lucky to have my boyfriend.
I hope it does get easier. Thank you for the reassurance, I'm...

Thanks, that sounds like it'd be good, I'll give it a try if my crummy phone will let me download it. Thank you :)

I'll have to keep trying it, I think :)

:)
I haven't been put on to anything else, I hope it works. I find exercise quite helpful as well but I struggle with breathing things, I think its something I need to work on because I can't shut...

Princess :)

I have a feather, a trojan helmet, a phoenix and a capoeira tattoo, they're mostly on my back. I only have ear piercings, I was never very brave with piercings for some reason.
Also, I don't think...

I love that you have a Pusheen tattoo, where is it?!

Its the name I use for any game character, it's just a go to name.

There's maybe something about his eyebrows that do but I wouldn't have thought that unless some one else said it.
Anyway, the important thing is you like the way he looks, no one else is with him,...