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  1. Thread: Ponder

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    I think this was the push I finally needed. ...

    I think this was the push I finally needed.

    I sincerely hope this is it.

    I won't be giving any links this time.

    Wishing you all the best.

    Take Care Guys.
  2. Thread: Ponder

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    Road Rage - Man Chases me with Mattock/Pickax after telling me he is gong to KILL ME!

    Sigh ... It's no proud moment to say that today I literally defecated my pants after a man pulled out a mattock from his trade utility truck, professed he was going to kill me. I was convinced he...
  3. Thread: Ponder

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    Un plug!

    Long term ... being two words echoing in my mind from Echkarts 'Ego Vs Healthy Self-Esteem' YouTube Vid. The latter invariably as much a road block as the former. “… it doesn’t mean you shouldn’t...
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    Sitting in My Discomfort. Resistance to Suffering. Fragmentation.

    The guy flying his or her jet is less likely to come to terms with his/her ego as to that of one whom finds their self sitting in thier allocated prison cell. That being something I just paraphrased...
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    Poor grandson is continuing to be flogged. This...

    Poor grandson is continuing to be flogged. This time we have recorded multiple disclosures and combined with a number of other facets of evidence, we have now decided that we will no longer be...
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    Despite religion (which I don't think this guy...

    Despite religion (which I don't think this guy is) I really like him. He actually reflect much of Echkart in his talks:

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sJrPVvMGaOU
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    Great one on ego. Nail that and you can quiet...

    Great one on ego. Nail that and you can quiet the mind.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EwzvKF-o_Y
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    I purchased a couple of games as Steam is having...

    I purchased a couple of games as Steam is having a Summer sale. This one looked interesting:


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtOqwZap3WE
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    Time to focus on my affidavit.

    Will work on video evidence and start outlaying my own affidavit re the family courts. The video evidence is a bit of a story in itself and really something more for both my wife, grandson and...
  10. Thread: In Tears

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    I'm not sure if people are inherantly evil, but...

    I'm not sure if people are inherantly evil, but they sure do end up that way. That said, I can envisage many men from times past stoping on a battlefield taking a moment to reflect on a dead plant. ...
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    Dressing Comes Off

    Making in roads ... but still very sore!
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    Feeling a little more grounded - Healing taking place

    I had a semi lucid dream that involved a hair raising car chase along the side of of a number of cliffs. It was during this point I felt like I had some sense that I was dreaming, but decided to...
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    Ready to give up on life: The lived experience of...

    Ready to give up on life: The lived experience of elderly people who feel life is completed and no longer worth living -

    I found that to be an interesting article. Much of it really connected...
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    Visitation to Fathers

    I cry for my grandson tonight. He is scared to go to his dads. He has started bed wetting, expressing he would rather his father visit here, more disclosure of being hit and not allowed to cry....
  15. Thread: Ponder

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    I had a little cry after that post. Been in a...

    I had a little cry after that post. Been in a vulnerable state of late and finding the level of intolerance all round too much to take in. More so unable to deflect it. The world is full of so...
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    I Miss U Brother

    Remember during one of our long distance phone calls when I first expressed my limited knowledge in eastern philosophy? Remeber how you said, "... - You one of those?" Best I can say now brother,...
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    Feeling overtired ... have stopped the pain meds....

    Feeling overtired ... have stopped the pain meds. Just taking the anti-inflammatory meds for now. Side affects of the former are a real menace to deal with. Pain is manageable now. Depression is...
  18. Thread: Ponder

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    The Healing Process Nut and bolt + artificial...

    The Healing Process

    Nut and bolt + artificial tendon. AC repair Job.

    https://i.ibb.co/ZYCWm1g/surgery.jpg

    1st got some sun ...

    https://i.ibb.co/R2qPzWR/After-shoulder-surgery.jpg
  19. Thread: Ponder

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    Now wonder I and the world around me is slipping...

    Now wonder I and the world around me is slipping into insanity.
  20. Thread: Ponder

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    ... Science & Religion both being tools to keeping people lost in the stream of time

    Back home. one handed Typing and in Tin Foil Hat Mode:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp0W50E_kC0&list=PLF85HwUYaRwZhEkSHHQyDecx ciiYczxj-&t=475s

    Found it interesting from here: → Time Stamp...
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    Roast Chicken. Staying three nights....

    Roast Chicken. Staying three nights. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz $600 to $700 each night for the bed and nurses. Tottal cost aroun $12500. Makes me very sad and frustrated to think how so many others miss out....
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    Welcome missy. Srry for your loss. Wishing you...

    Welcome missy. Srry for your loss. Wishing you well.
  23. Thread: Ponder

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    Off to Hospital.

    Operation day tomorrow. I had to seek out someone today to help with the extreme pain in my upper back /shoulder blade adjacent to the torn ligament that's been replaced tomorrow. I got a Bowen...
  24. Thread: Ponder

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    They say the journey never ends ... still though,...

    They say the journey never ends ... still though, the following is what a consider a hopeful outcome - for both myself and the Earth:


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtjF5oEJpSo
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    ...my/our saving grace being one's ability to meet every round with no resistance...

    If you can make someone believe in a purpose, then give them a sense of achievement whilst all along giving snippets of discreet criticism; then you will sell books like flying kites on a windy day! ...
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