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So I was told I could stay in the house I was living in and it literally took about 8-10 weeks before my feeling of the world feeling unsafe and scary started to die down a little bit. It...

Beautiful!! Thank you!!

That would be nice!! I would love that.

Actually I'm going in the opposite direction. I just want a solution and feel selfish for having gone there as fast as I have b/c I know better. That...

No, not on new meds. Just had a "life event" change or attempt at changing it which brought back some of my original problems from 2008.

Wow, no replies to this... :(
I was thinking about this again today and realizing that I still haven't cried at all.
and I don't care about much of anything until I feel safe again.
I'm not...

It seems I've created my own world of fear again. The world just feels weird to me again, especially when I go outside. I don't feel SAFE. I don't have panic when I go outside but I just feel like...

I don't know anything about the Vitamin D3. I've seen it here mentioned by some others on the site. I was wondering if you've thought of taking up some kind of meditation? It will help to calm...

Thank you for this prayer Im-Suffering!! Your wise words are always appreciated.

Hmmm I've read all the posts here. It seems I've created my own world of fear again. I did notice that when I am highly anxious about my world that I cannot even turn the tv on. I don't feel...

I'm sorry to hear that you are experiencing worsening symptoms but I think some of it can be related to the anxiety and worry you are having about being ill. Please keep us posted about what's going...

You'll need to talk to your doctor about the meds. Some people do need to stay on them for a long time. I've been on mine for 25+ years with barely an increase at times. Sometimes I decrease on my...

Happy Birthday Saldav. Yes this happens to me a lot lately with my renewed anxiety. :(
Have you already started to taper your meds?
Is this something new for you to experience?
It is very common...

I see you made a welcome already. Sorry about that. I want you to start reading Im-Suffering's posts. There is a lot of wisdom and insight and very helpful to this forum. I have pasted a link here...

Gsnow, I wrote to you in your other post. Please read it.

You might want to go to the "Welcome" section and introduce yourself there. I think you might have hijacked another poster's thread here...

Hi GSnow,
Find a doctor or a community health center with therapists and doctors who work with you on a sliding fee scale. Medications can do wonders for your symptoms and help you to feel like a...

You need to make an appointment with your doctor to find out what you have. Did you self diagnose the candida overgrowth or did a doctor tell you this is what you have? You won't really know what's...

I see I was able to delete the content but not the entire post. Perhaps an admin can help. Thank you.


I have been able to delete other posts I've made (or so I thought I was able to) but I am...

Be good, be kind, be giving, understanding, loving, compassionate and this will be your experience from the world toward you.

Thank you for all of the above.

Regarding being kind, yes 2008 was...

It is important to get out of the house everyday. Even if it feels scary.
I feel it helps me, even if it's just for a brief moment.
Anxious people get too wrapped up in their own thoughts....

The "what-if's" will drive us crazy. I do this a lot too. I had done it a lot in the past, growing up. When I'm highly anxious, as I feel I am now, I cannot watch the news at all. I don't even...

Even with what I'm feeling the last 8 weeks, I only cried in the beginning. Since then I haven't cried.
I don't know why. It is just fear and maybe I'm not crying b/c the immediate danger is gone?...

It is easier to do the work when one is feeling better rather than being hit like a freight train with it all at once.
Maybe it is easier to do the work when one is feeling better b/c it is easier...

Thank you. I just re-read your two posts to me in this thread. I see I did miss some of your edits and now just got them.

What I don't understand is how from 2012 (when I had loss again) til...

Did you get my private messages? Why aren't you able to stay on the medication. I have a friend who was on Paxil her entire pregnancy and both she and the baby were fine. Completely healthy. Did...

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