Need some help/encouragement
Hello. I graduated university a little earlier in December. I also just completed the Disney College Program. I got back almost two weeks ago. I have no job leads and feel really depressed. I live with my grandma and earlier this morning she asked me when I would go out and get interviews. When she said that I wanted to break down and cry. She is making it seem like it's extremely easy to just get an interview. I don't have a driver's license and have no money to pay for lessons. I have student loans that require repayment very soon. My mother took the money that I was going to use for repayment for about a year. I have some friends, but I can tell that they are bored with me since I'm very conservative. So they really never invite me anywhere. I just feel like a big loser. I know I'm only 21 but the stress of life has already gotten to me. i just don't know what I'm going to do. I also suck at interviews. It's hard for me to describe myself while being interviewed, I am more of a person who can just prove my skills while on the job. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for by posting this, but maybe some encouragement. At the moment I feel really alone.