Peter Ross Anderson

Peter is a reprehensible excuse for a human being. I have no interest in annoying anyone else here.
I'm only posting in threads Peter has started at the moment.
I am only directing my posts at Peter.
Peter is using this forum as a platform to harass and slander his victims, and so long as he continues to do so, I will continue to call him out.
If he sticks to talking about things unrelated to harassing slandering or abusing his victims, or pretending he is the victim I will leave him alone.
If he continues I will continue.
If he continues to post in threads he didn't start, I will start to post in those same threads.

Clearly I need to be careful dealing with such a techno-genius.
It can be very confusing for us luddites, perhaps I could take this opportunity to learn from a true master tech expert like Peter.
Let's see, what would Peter do?
Hmmm...
He'd probably route his laptop through his Samsung Galaxy A51, route that through a european-based VPN (thunder maybe?) to mask his IP address, and then... umm... use it to upload a video of himself calling Police Scotland incriminating himself and in the process giving out his full address and phone number for good measure.

A typical thesaunderschild video upload transcript goes something like this:

[ring ring]
"Police Scotland, Elaine speaking"
"oh hai it's uh peetur andersun heer and i stay at two dash six greendykes hoose which is foorteen greendykes rood edinburgh eee haich sixteeeen foor jai jai"
"Hi Peter, what's your number there?"
"I doon't ken mum. have ye nae got that caller eyedee or that"
"Is it oh seven seven four three seven seven five five nine one?"
"aye that soonds aboot reet"
"How can we help you today, Peter"
"i'd like you to send the pigs roond to arrest my lawyer for stealing my edivence..." [or some equally batshit mental stupid thing]
"You what?"
[continues for another 15 excruciating minutes]

Oh yeah, and don't forget to upload photos of letters from the court, or his lawyer, or lately from the social worker assigned to his case, clearly outlining his delusional, intransigent, hostile criminal behaviour.

Maybe he doesn't care - he's going to be evicted anyways, and he'll lose the phone when they arrest him I suppose (or next time he rage-yeets it across Asda). Or maybe it's that serial killer mentality isn't it? It's not enough to do the crimes, he has to let everyone know it was him wot did them - otherwise how will they know what a fucking criminal genius they are dealing with? (The sort of genius that doesn't realise that if you turn your head away from the phone, your voice will get fainter for the person on the other end, and it's nothing to do with 4G apparently).
What a fucking empty headed belligerent moron.
I've done farts with more intelligence.
Seriously Peter stop using up valuable resources and get in the fucking sea.

Regarding your 'acting' 'career', you're not in films because you have less than no talent, and a criminal record. No one in their right mind would let you anywhere near a film set. You didn't 'miss out' on any of those films any more than you 'missed out' on winning olympic gold medals you Dunning-Kruger benighted cunt

Your only activity seems to be stalking and harassing people and you're even totally shit at that.
Maybe getting arrested repeatedly is the closest to physical contact you can achieve - is a chokehold as good as a hug?
Stop harassing people.
Stop slandering people.
That's all you have to do.

You can't bring yourself to do that though can you?
You just can't ever concede you've done anything wrong ever, can you?
It never occurs to you that you're the bad guy?
You really are a waste of oxygen Peter.
Think of all the years you've wasted being a monumental prick.
What have you done with your life?
Spread misery and irritation on in as many places as possible.
I mean you're banned from Encyclopedia Dramatica for trolling, for fuck's sake. How do you manage that? That's like being booted from a neo-nazi party for being too right wing.
Are you spotting a pattern Peter?

• Joins forum
• vaguely stays on topic for a bit
• starts to slander his victims and pretend somehow he's the victim for women not wanting him being a creepy bastard at them gets upset when people call him out on his obvious bullshit
• throws a massive tantrum

You're a very special kind of moron aren't you - the type that is completely jaw-droppingly stupid but thinks they're clever.
You think there's one person who dislikes you and follows you around everywhere you go, as opposed to even considering that everyone who has had dealings with you thinks you're a useless piece of shit, and you make fresh new enemies everywhere you go, you repulsive impotent racist sexist misogynist homophobic violent hideous belligerent odious cockwart.

The only really exceptional thing is you seem to be going for some sort of record for the longest Basic Disclosure ever! The midwife clearly threw the wrong bit away.

You've got yourself blacklisted by everyone - including all the lawyers in Edinburgh - because of your own behaviour. Frank doesn't want to tell you his address in case you turn up.
You've been blacklisted by all the 'escort' agencies because of your poor personal hygiene and abusive behaviour, and that's even assuming you can overcome your impotence. Even your own prick hates you.

Your mother clearly doesn't want to take your calls.
To think that poor woman probably had to have an episiotomy to bring your overinflated fucking potato head into the world.
No wonder your dad wanted to batter you - should have fucking pulled out when he had the chance - at least then it would only be the back seat of the bus ruined and not the whole fucking internet.

Thought for the day.
Peter - I've just realised what you remind me of - a koala.
Now I know that maybe sounds cute and nice but Koalas are fucking stupid, vicious animals that also suck at life.
They have one of the smallest brain to body ratios of any mammal, additionally - their brains are smooth, further reducing the available surface area.
If you present a koala with leaves plucked from a branch, laid on a flat surface, the koala will not recognise it as food. They are too thick to adapt their feeding behaviour to cope with change. In a room full of potential food, they can literally starve to death. Not that eucalyptus is a nutritious food - it's trying as hard as it can to be inedible.
This is not the token of an animal that is winning at life.
They sleep more than 80% of their lives, and when they are awake all they do is eat, shit and occasionally scream like fucking satan.
Many herbivorous mammals have adaptations to cope with harsh plant life taking its toll on their teeth, rodents for instance have teeth that never stop growing, some animals only have teeth on their lower jaw, grinding plant matter on bony plates in the tops of their mouths, others have enlarged molars that distribute the wear and break down plant matter more efficiently... Koalas are no exception, when their teeth erode down to nothing, they resolve the situation by starving to death, because they're fucking terrible animals.
Being mammals, koalas raise their joeys on milk. When the young joey needs to be weaned, it does not have the necessary gut flora to digest the leaves. To remedy this, the young joey begins nuzzling its mother's anus until she leaks a little diarrhoea, which he then proceeds to slurp on. This partially digested plant matter gives him just what he needs to start developing his digestive system. Of course, he may not even have needed to bother nuzzling his mother. She may have been suffering from incontinence.
Why?
Because koalas are riddled with chlamydia. In some areas the infection rate is 80% or higher. This statistic isn't helped by the fact that one of the few other activities koalas will spend their precious energy on is attempted rape. Despite being seasonal breeders, males seem to either not know or care, and will simply try to overpower a female regardless of whether she is ovulating.
Yes, Peter, that all sounds uncannily familiar doesn't it?

• stupid ✔️
• belligerent ✔️
• bad teeth ✔️
• poor diet ✔️
• shit eating oedipus complex ✔️
• sexual aggression ✔️
• STIs ✔️
• sucks at life ✔️

Only real difference I can see is people seem to like koalas.

Peter,
Stop trying to recruit other people to do your harassing for you.

I'm not sure why I would be so naive, given how in nearly two decades online, and numerous court appearances, you haven't ever once taken any responsibility for your actions.

You really want to resume this?

Hey dude. Do you really think your any better coming into this forum and disrupting it like so? I'm not going to entertain this ridiculous mission your on, but I will only acknowledge your abuse and highlight the impact it is having on others. This is not the place for you to be airing your dirty laundry. It's pretty obvious your going to have to be ignored, but not before calling you out for the unacceptable behavior you yourself are portraying here and the impact your having on others.

Either your the one and the same person but whatever way it is - your trolling and not welcome here whilst carrying on like a goose. It's pretty obvious you need to get help, but this is not the place you the likes of you whilst you go around mindless bashing other people without a care for the impact you have on others. No one wants that kind of person here.

So on ya way and make sure you shut the door on your way out.

In the meant time - that's the last you will hear from me. I highly suggest others ignore this individual. This one is damaged goods and quite obviously beyond repair.

One ya way ... off with ya now.

Goes with one and the same person. Go troll some place else.

Bye Bye ... Iggy applied - on both accounts.

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Please note* Ignored users no longer show on the forum side bar. The place will look as it usually does before said trolls began their quest. It's time to end this by simply using the ignore feature. They have been called out ... now it is time to move on.

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Originally Posted by Ponder

Hey dude. Do you really think your any better coming into this forum and disrupting it like so? I'm not going to entertain this ridiculous mission your on, but I will ask you to account for your abuse your impacting on others. This is not the place for you to be airing your dirty laundry. It's pretty obvious your going to have to be ignored, but not before calling you out for the unacceptable behavior you yourself are portraying here and the impact your having on others.

Either your the one and the same person but whatever way it is - your trolling and not welcome here whilst carrying on like a goose. It's pretty obvious you need to get help, but this is not the place you the likes of you whilst you go around mindless bashing other people without a care for the impact you have on others. No one wants that kind of person here.

So on ya way and make sure you shut the door on your way out.

In the meant time - that's the last you will hear from me. I highly suggest others ignore this individual. This one is damaged goods and quite obviously beyond repair.

One ya way ... off with ya now.

Goes with one and the same person. Go troll some place else.

Bye Bye ... Iggy applied - on both accounts.

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I thought you said you were happy ignoring things you didn't like? I've been keeping it in this thread and I've not directed anything at other users. I have zero interest in engaging with anyone else here who doesn't engage me directly. Clearly you feel you have to stick your oar in.
And a semantic point - a troll is someone who wants to trigger an angry reaction and gain engagement. I want precisely the opposite. I want to suppress engagement. I want silence. I guess that would make me a heckler.
In another context I might would have more sympathy for you and the other users, but frankly I really don't.
On most forums where Peter decides to post, the local users are quite quick to see through Peter's bullshit and call him out on it. That's why he's banned from so many, and shunned or ignored on more.
On this forum, not only did no-one challenge his clearly sociopathic behaviour (and you really don't have to try that hard to read between the lines of his own posts to see that by his own admission Peter has been harassing, abusing, stalking people for years - but apparently they were asking for it, so that's OK), but here, uniquely, you actively offered him support and encouragement to continue in this behaviour.
When he shared a video of his own lawyer telling him that he was extremely lucky not to be in jail having - and I quote - "harassed the fuck out of these women" you encouraged him to continue harassing them.
When he shared videos saying he intended to attack police with a claw hammer (having previously shared videos saying he wanted to bomb the police station, and shoot police with a rifle) you went off on your own rant about the police.
If at any point you had actually behaved like decent human beings I wouldn't ever have have felt the need to post here at all, and certainly not in such an extreme way. He has made so many people's lives such utter misery and caused so much harm and pain and suffering in the world and you pat him on the back and tell him to keep on trying.
You gave refuge to a monster, and hey, guess what, the villagers have turned up, and they're pissed off, so best keep out of the way, eh?

And just to be clear here, this isn't about Peter having strong opinions on Resident Evil or some harshly worded forum posts. This isn't as he repeatedly states, and may even believe, anything to do with defunct gaming websites. This is about the type of monster on the internet mothers warn their children of. He has engaged in constant slander, sexual harassment, stalking - online, in their place of work, by phone, and in the real physical world - harassing their friends, their families, their employers, and sending people threats of violence and death threats. He is a misogynist and a racist and dangerously deluded. He has been arrested and sent to prison repeatedly for this shit and yet every time he's released he starts again. The only reason he isn't more dangerous is his sheer stupidity and incompetence, but he seems to sometimes be able to persuade other gullible people to act on his behalf. Some of these women have been enduring this for nearly two decades now, so if you're a bit sad by having to see some swear words in your peripheral vision on a website, for a few weeks well, boo-fucking-hoo, my heart fucking bleeds.

My objective isn't even to get Peter to stop posting entirely. I don't think that's healthy - especially as he has no other outlet, having alienated literally everyone else he's ever had contact with.
If he wants to come on here and whine about computer games, or his family, or other stuff I frankly don't give two shits, and I will leave you all alone. I have no desire to poke the bear. But that's not what he's doing. He's been using this forum, completely unchallenged, as a tool to harass other people - and that has to stop. Whether that be direct or oblique references to his former support workers, filmmakers, random people on the internet, or this mythical supposedly Australian guy he has beef with, and whether that's direct attacks here, linking from here to attacks hosted on other sites, or trying to coerce people here to swat his victims I don't distinguish - any of that will trigger a response here from me.
If he steers clear of that, I will leave you all alone.
If you want to add me to your blocklist go right ahead - I nether seek nor want your attention.
And honestly, if me calling him out drives new users away from this forum then that's maybe not such a bad thing, because as far as I can tell, this forum appears to me not a healthy place for anyone to be.

https://i.ibb.co/pvMZpQB/ignored-persons.png

Weird flex, but OK...
Thanks for bumping the thread anyway.

Awww, Peter has it come to this?
Am I the only one who acknowledges you?
You so desperately crave someone to talk at don't you, that even insults from strangers on the internet are preferable the vast miserable desolate emptiness of your life?
All those threads you start on the few forums you're not banned from: "0 Replies".

"Fatty boom boom"? Is that some self-deprecating humour - I'm kinda impressed, I didn't think you had that much metacognitive capacity to be honest. Have you been looking in a mirror recently (or do they all crack when you come near)?
You look like a fucking Mr Men mate.
http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attach...1&d=1637425085
I mean you've always had that reanimated-corpse vibe about you - but now it looks like you've been at the bottom of a lake for a few years and you're undergoing saponification and turning into a lump of adipocere (which ironically is as close to soap as you're likely to get). Seriously, I hear Capcom have been screenshotting your videos as reference material for NPC models for their next RE instalment - Resident Evil: Greendykes House. Unfortunately now you've deleted your channel again, they're just going to have to get a load of rancid badger cum, smear it on a turd, and use that as a substitute - I mean it's close enough, isn't it?

I'd tell you to fuck off back to... but who would you go to... I mean, Frank yeeted himself to 'Dundee', you've blocked your sister, your mum has had enough of your shite, your dad just wants to punch your lights out, Ponder's blocked you, that crazy jailbait's gone, and you've deleted your youtube channel (again) so you can't even scream into the void any more.
Honestly, sometimes it must feel like your life is just a colostomy bag filled with shite, and the seal has burst so it's just slowly leaking shite, dribbling down your side prolonging the pain.

But don't be downhearted by all this Peter - I sense a change coming.
I'm looking into the future, and I see a change of circumstances...
Yes a new place to live...
With three meals a day...
en-suite toilet..
a room mate (who may or may not try to set you on fire)...
Ohh! Nearly forgot! Stern men, and women in uniforms - you like that femdom shit don't you (remember not to try stalking them on social media this time though).
Top tip: if you pretend you're smuggling drugs they'll do a cavity search for you. Oh yeah baby.
You never know - if you maintain your normal level of obsessive ranting, you might even get a free trip to to see a dentist
Best of all if you want to take a beating, you won't have to pay anyone, you'll get all that sub/humiliation stuff for free. (You're probably getting excited about this already, aren't you - eyes glazing over as you stare at your phone as it sits on that wee blue elephant)
Most of all, you'll finally be somewhere you really fit in - have a sense of belonging. I feel like you'll really fit in and feel at home there.

And they have lightbulbs in all the sockets.

If you've been missing Peter's forays into filmmaking, given that his ability to keep a channel up seems to be as limited as his ability to maintain an erection, then fear not, we have you covered.
His sister seems willing continue to act as his enabler and help inflict his 'acting' on the world here:
https://www.youtube.com/user/mariewishing/videos

If that's not enough to tide you over, he also has a selection of self made and pirated material on his Vimeo here.
https://vimeo.com/user97561585
and bizarrely on his user profile here:
https://www.asd-forum.org.uk/forum/i...core_pfield_11

How he has not won a BAFTA or been snapped up my a major Hollywood studio is a complete mystery; clearly a dark conspiracy at work.
It's like watching Pacino and De Niro in their prime. (Is watching this what it feels like having a stroke, I wonder).
Seriously though, no wonder Frank went into hiding. What constantly astounds me is that he actually promotes this stuff rather than trying to bury it. If ever Dunning Kruger needed an exemplar, here it is.

The thing I realised about Peter's dabbling in film is that it has disturbing parallels with his "sex life":

• It's virtually non-existent, but he nevertheless tries endlessly to talk to strangers on the internet about it;
• When it does happen, it's deeply awkward, humiliating and embarrassing for all concerned;
• Mostly it's just him, sorting himself out alone at home, but sometimes he wanders down to the park at night to do it;
• On the rare occasions it involves other people he's had to pay for it, but even then he doesn't get what he wants and it's just some fleeting appearance at the rear;
• Afterwards, he just can't let it go, but they never return his calls;
• It works best when viewed as some sort of satire, but ultimately, nobody wants to see it;
• He really wishes he could do it with Sylvester Stallone.

I really hope that's where the similarities end though, given how often Marie and Frank seem to be involved.

Sorry folks, I realise it's terrible etiquette to add multiple posts to the same thread in quick succession, but I was tired and I'd only skim read Peter's drivel therefore missed these golden nuggets hidden in the stream of watery shite that drips from his stumpy fingers:

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Originally Posted by Kakapo

I could have easily gotten a solicitor in Australia to deal with your harassment.

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I genuinely lolled - especially as pestering Ponder to help him with this this is what caused Ponder to block him originally.
Remember when Peter dismissed Murray, and slandered him, and tried sue him, and to get the police to raid his offices (and gave him a bad Yelp review), and then realised he couldn't get another lawyer in Scotland? Even if he could afford one and hadn't spent all his money on Michael Does Life and OnlyFans fetish videos, none of them wanted to touch him with a fucking bargepole: they're dealing every day with scumbag criminal psycho nutjobs, and they know one when the see one. He must have rung every lawyer in Scotland. Before he eventually slunk back to Murray (my goodness that man must have the patience of a saint), he had this cunning plan to get himself arrested so that he could get a free lawyer appointed to him via Legal Aid... Yeah, remember all that? Because it was only weeks ago. Oh god, now imagine all that , but with added time-zones, bad lines, and comedy accent misunderstandings...
Comedy.
Fucking.
Gold.
I'd pay to listen to those phonecalls.
Maybe Peter should set up his own superchat begging scheme.

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Originally Posted by Kakapo

After all, I have more than enough proof saved.

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Yay! It's the "Edivence"! I've really missed the Edivence, it was one of my favourite characters in previous seasons. Nice callback.
Maybe Murray's assistant can magically get his life back for him!

I've saved the best for last though folks.
This is glorious.
Could not make this one up if you tried.

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Originally Posted by Kakapo

Anyone else would have moved on, once they figured they were not interested in speaking to you. Yet you insist, which is the definition of a weirdo.
[...]
That's creepy, and only an idiot with no life would do that.

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What
The
Actual
Fuck.

I'm stunned.

Is there some sort of award for the most ironic, least self-aware statement on the internet?
Maybe we should start one?
We could call them "The Petey's".
A little gold statuette of Peter rage-wanking onto a bust of Eddie Guerrero or something tasteful like that?
I guess most years politicians would win it but that quote there would have to be in the hall of fame or something.
On the positive side I guess it shoes that some of the things people say to him (repeatedly for decades) do filter through his reality distortion filed and make it into his, um, brain(?), even if he seems unable to process any meaning from them.
He's a bit like a mynah bird in that respect, though admittedly an unholy, hideous, repulsive, misogynist, racist, aggressive, deviant, evil and thoroughly worthless mynah bird.

Peter, It's like someone read your mind and set it to music!
You'll have to flag it on YouTube to try and get it taken down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mxyyJ3UOHQ&t=73s

Still not in prison, eh?
Presumably they think he's too mentally unfit for a normal prison, and the paperwork to get him committed is just so onerous...
Anyway, as he's apparently retiring form forums, we'll never hear form him again, so we have that to look forward to.

Also bumping this thread for the benefit of those new to this party, as Peter seems so intent on sending traffic here as part of his weird humiliation kink.
Unfortunately it's a bit disjointed as Peter has deleted his posts, but you get the general drift.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attach...tid=2021&stc=1

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Originally Posted by The Scottish Pedro

Hey, asshole.

You a jobless bogan, or something?

Too much free time on your hands there, son.

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Again, I love the way when you need to think up an insult, you just repeat things other people have clearly shouted at you. Sometimes I can practically hear it in your mother's voice.

You go offline for a week and miss all the fun. Typical.

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Originally Posted by The Scottish Pedro

If you want, I'll upload the videos of me talking to him on the phone.

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Oh god yes please its been a hard week and I think we could do with a giggle.

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Originally Posted by PeterAndersonIsARacist

No Peter, the court appointed psychiatrist said you had a personality disorder. Remember?

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Pot kettle black. You are one twisted fuck.

Also bumping this as a reminder as to why this is all going on here specifically

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Originally Posted by PeterAndersonIsARacist

I thought you said you were happy ignoring things you didn't like? I've been keeping it in this thread and I've not directed anything at other users. I have zero interest in engaging with anyone else here who doesn't engage me directly. Clearly you feel you have to stick your oar in.
And a semantic point - a troll is someone who wants to trigger an angry reaction and gain engagement. I want precisely the opposite. I want to suppress engagement. I want silence. I guess that would make me a heckler.
In another context I might would have more sympathy for you and the other users, but frankly I really don't.
On most forums where Peter decides to post, the local users are quite quick to see through Peter's bullshit and call him out on it. That's why he's banned from so many, and shunned or ignored on more.
On this forum, not only did no-one challenge his clearly sociopathic behaviour (and you really don't have to try that hard to read between the lines of his own posts to see that by his own admission Peter has been harassing, abusing, stalking people for years - but apparently they were asking for it, so that's OK), but here, uniquely, you actively offered him support and encouragement to continue in this behaviour.
When he shared a video of his own lawyer telling him that he was extremely lucky not to be in jail having - and I quote - "harassed the fuck out of these women" you encouraged him to continue harassing them.
When he shared videos saying he intended to attack police with a claw hammer (having previously shared videos saying he wanted to bomb the police station, and shoot police with a rifle) you went off on your own rant about the police.
If at any point you had actually behaved like decent human beings I wouldn't ever have have felt the need to post here at all, and certainly not in such an extreme way. He has made so many people's lives such utter misery and caused so much harm and pain and suffering in the world and you pat him on the back and tell him to keep on trying.
You gave refuge to a monster, and hey, guess what, the villagers have turned up, and they're pissed off, so best keep out of the way, eh?

And just to be clear here, this isn't about Peter having strong opinions on Resident Evil or some harshly worded forum posts. This isn't as he repeatedly states, and may even believe, anything to do with defunct gaming websites. This is about the type of monster on the internet mothers warn their children of. He has engaged in constant slander, sexual harassment, stalking - online, in their place of work, by phone, and in the real physical world - harassing their friends, their families, their employers, and sending people threats of violence and death threats. He is a misogynist and a racist and dangerously deluded. He has been arrested and sent to prison repeatedly for this shit and yet every time he's released he starts again. The only reason he isn't more dangerous is his sheer stupidity and incompetence, but he seems to sometimes be able to persuade other gullible people to act on his behalf. Some of these women have been enduring this for nearly two decades now, so if you're a bit sad by having to see some swear words in your peripheral vision on a website, for a few weeks well, boo-fucking-hoo, my heart fucking bleeds.

My objective isn't even to get Peter to stop posting entirely. I don't think that's healthy - especially as he has no other outlet, having alienated literally everyone else he's ever had contact with.
If he wants to come on here and whine about computer games, or his family, or other stuff I frankly don't give two shits, and I will leave you all alone. I have no desire to poke the bear. But that's not what he's doing. He's been using this forum, completely unchallenged, as a tool to harass other people - and that has to stop. Whether that be direct or oblique references to his former support workers, filmmakers, random people on the internet, or this mythical supposedly Australian guy he has beef with, and whether that's direct attacks here, linking from here to attacks hosted on other sites, or trying to coerce people here to swat his victims I don't distinguish - any of that will trigger a response here from me.
If he steers clear of that, I will leave you all alone.
If you want to add me to your blocklist go right ahead - I nether seek nor want your attention.
And honestly, if me calling him out drives new users away from this forum then that's maybe not such a bad thing, because as far as I can tell, this forum appears to me not a healthy place for anyone to be.

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http://anxietyforum.net/forum/attach...tid=2143&stc=1

Remember that time Tania called the police on her own fucknugget offspring when he was stalking one of the support workers he sexually harassed?

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I'm having major issues with my autism support agency!

PeeturDCF
Former member
Nov 2, 2014

Hello.

Ever since 2007, I have been receiving support from a company in Scotland that has an outreach service to aid those with autism. In recent years, they messed things up by arranging four teams. When I say that they messed things up, I mean they placed people into four individual teams, meaning I stopped receiving support from some of the people I liked working with in the past. Now, I am not sure if that qualifies as the seniors messing things up, as such, but that is not the issue at hand here.

Way last year, I got silly after a break-up (well, it was not really a break-up as such), but I asked a woman to date me post separation. One that happened to be one of my support workers.

I had known it was not allowed, but I felt lonely and fed up of my life being emptyish, especially after being financially abused by a woman I had spent years trying to have a relationship with when I finally found her after doing a lot of intense searching and she was my only girlfriend as well, but she also has mental issues and she was only interested in my money. There is a huge lack of women in my life besides using escorts, but I realize I overstepped a boundary.

I have saw my ex-girlfriend on and off, but just as a pal who seems to have an unstable mood that goes up and down like a see-saw.

Anyway, I only wanted another chance with the female support worker and they gave me a single shift with her again in the summer of 2013 as a trial or something, but they never really cleared anything up about it. When I asked about having more shifts, a guy repeatedly fobbed me off and I saw through it, so I got mad, talked about her on Facebook, then shot myself in the foot. After that, they would not put her with me any more, but I still seen her on sleepovers at my supported accommodation, as their office / sleepover flat is next door to where I resided, until July.

Around the same time that I stopped working with the aforementioned woman, I had a key worker who is a Spanish woman and she started off being really sweet. Hispanic ladies are attractive and I fell for her. However, I told a male worker I often played pool with that I talked about her online and he must have reported me. She knew I liked her and eventually, the way she behaved around me altered quite drastically, after being nice to start off with. Then she went and become rather nasty. We had also been in a GUM clinic together once, when I had an STI.

At first, during December, she appeared to be testing me, making me know she may go to South America one day and that "news" bothered me. She probably just said that to see how I would respond, as she knew by that point I fancied her and would have been watching me closely all the time she was around me, but I was oblivious to the fact she already knew I had an infatuation with her. She said to me once at a party in a venue called Number 6 I go to a lot, she was seeing a 'male friend' in town afterwards, which made me feel depressed, then just days later, I called her 'petal' in a text message when she was due to support me, then she went nuts when we were on the bus coming home. When we were back at my flat, I felt agitated over the things she said, so I put my arm around her as she was cleaning my dishes and she freaked out, by overreacting.

Whenever we had shifts after this, she seemed either uncomfortable or she acted mean-spirited. She went up a hill with me on Boxing Day (26 December). When I was atop the hill, I had vertigo like feelings and she ordered me to wear my glasses or she was leaving. A few nights previously, she moved her bar stool away from me in the staff kitchen, making out she needed to stretch her legs, while giving me an odd glance.

Eventually, in early February, we had a seminal shift where we baked a cake and it was a good afternoon. It sadly wound up being our last ever shift together. For weeks after this shift, her bosses fobbed me off about her, like they did with the other woman, but they made out she was still my key worker, but that she was busy and that they needed to utilize her elsewhere. Blah. Blah. Blah.

By the time I found out the truth, I was hurt badly. Attempts to reach out to the two girls beginning with my former key worker always ended in epic failure. Eventually, I ended up arrested several days after I was at a charity band night in July. Then I broke my bail terms a few times by sending vulgar messages on Facebook and I was even arrested near to where one of the women lives. This resulted in me being remanded in prison until a hearing took place. When I was free, I ended up apologizing to them on Facebook thinking it was the decent thing to do, but I was ordered not to contact them and it caused more trouble. So then I later ended up remanded in jail again after my own mother set me up in the park opposite her house.

Since mid-September, I have been highly anxious and I feel angry, and I have had to reside with my parents. I may not go back to my flat until in December and the police took my laptop away, and I do not have a mobile phone that can play music. It is not a good set up at all and being unable to afford all these luxeries makes me even more depressed. If I require anything from my flat, someone else has to go there on my behalf. But it is annoying because it is my home and all my things are there.

When I got out of jail, I had to reactivate my benefits including my Disability Living Allowance and wound up in tons of debt. I just feel so awful these days. And I feel like I ought to be dead, because the boss of the organization will never give me a chance to make things right. They made a 'mountain of a molehill' just over some stupid text messages, then the latter events pretty much ruined my life. Now, I understand they were only my support workers, but they are special to me.

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Also notice how this close to the event, despite all the yeah-buts there is still a glimmer of recognition that he was responsible for the situation; "I had known it was not allowed", "I realize I overstepped a boundary", "Then I broke my bail terms a few times by sending vulgar messages on Facebook and I was even arrested near to where one of the women lives."

Just a few months later the narrative has shifted more towards paranoid conspiracy, and other people 'overreacting' to his 'boyish' innocence: "I realize they felt uncomfortable over some creepy autistic freak like me having boyish feelings for them, but their supervisors *NEVER* even handled the situation properly to begin with and they never will, so as a result, I ended up charged 8 darn times and jailed 2 times."

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So it's official: my life is always going to suck!

PeeturDCF
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Feb 3, 2015

At least, I think it will. I really no longer have the confidence left in me to bother doing anything and this entire ordeal has hurt my pride. And I will never get a chance to resolve my issues with **** and ******, so there is that as well.

You probably remember me talking about my former support workers and my ex-girlfriend, and well, me bringing up that I was being arrested, etc. In case you forgot, I have a form of autism and these workers ceased supporting me once I become infatuated with them. However, I felt the higher-ups were dishonest about their status as my workers and one thing lead to another.

Rather unfortunately, the urge to contact them has not really ceased at all, even though it runs the risk of me being imprisoned. In fact, I contacted the two ungrateful aides again a few weeks ago on Facebook (****** and my old key worker, ****). Contacting them in the past to say sorry did not result in anything other than me being arrested by the persistent police, and this was no different. The two caregivers just called the police on me again. Surely they know I will get arrested when they contact them, etc. Yet they probably do not care about me in the least.

Naturally, I know contacting them is futile, but I miss them a lot and I am still bailed by the court to my parents' house. You see, the other judge who had me remanded in jail twice before retired to get another job and he was replaced by another judge who had been interested in taken up my case for a while, but they have deferred the end result yet again for to receive a psychiatry report, which means I must go back on 26 February. Now, I have been away from my flat since July and this is just irritating now.

It is totally boring living with my parents and I wasted money on a hooker recently, just because. Why not? It ain't like there is anything better to spend the money on and I am now convinced, I will never be able to move on from this mentally, so I may as well resign myself to a fate of nothingness, because I am sure as hell gonna be getting social workers on my behind and me finding a way to get over this will be too difficult.

When the police arrested me on a Wednesday which was around 2 weeks ago, I had been out much of that day trying to avoid the them. It was cold and I was shattered, so eventually I needed to rest up. Since there was nowhere to stay, I eventually just went back to my parents' house to lay in bed. They are aware I have an older friend I play pool with, so they keep annoying him as well by going to his place if they want to look for me, and they have my 3 sister's addresses on file too, so I cannot crash at theirs either for fear they would show up at one of their flats.

Shortly after going to bed, the police came and my mother let them in. They were arrogant and I was interviewed in front of an appointed adult, then arrested. The next day, I was in the holding cells for bloody ages and then I was extremely fortunate not to have been jailed yet again.

However, the arrest was only over ******, even though contacting **** was about the same stuff. The law sees it as two separate matters if there are two complaints. So I was thinking, yes, I might be arrested again. So I disappeared, feeling frantic. I called a senior and she said 'nobody had called the police, you can go home', blah, blah. Yeah, right.

Guess what? She is an A grade liar. They had been to get me, only I had gone out. My mother never even let on they had been there either, probably because she was hoping I would come in the house again so she could have me shafted. Plus, I know getting arrested on a Friday means you can be stuck in their foul cell until the following Monday.

I went and found a restroom to stay the night in. The next day, I left it at around 11 AM in the morning (this was a Saturday) and I went to a bakery called Gregg's to get a bite to eat. Right after I turned the corner, I was caught. They rang my mobile number a minute beforehand. It come up saying private, but I had my music on so I never heard the two cops approach me. I am sure they somehow traced my phone signal.

It was one of the two same police that arrested me just 2 to 3 nights previously. Anyway, these two other cops came and the guy who found me said they were my taxi home. Since I apparently felt suicidal, they took me to the Royal Edinburgh Hospital which is for people with mental health issues. We waited in there a while as there were other folk ahead of us and they were probably doing this errand not to help me as such, but just to stall until the facts became apparent, because they were getting radio information. They were probably saying "Peter is our guy" and no doubt they would have been mentioning about me breaching my court order. They've taken me to that hospital before, then arrested me after getting all the juicy facts, so I was thinking in my head there was something a bit "ulterior" about their nice ways. They are scum. But since the arrest was similar to the other one, I just got released on an undertaking after signing paperwork.

Seriously, however: I am never, ever going to get over losing my two cherished workers, who, by the way, do not give a rat's arse about me. None of this crap was ever necessary. I realize they felt uncomfortable over some creepy autistic freak like me having boyish feelings for them, but their supervisors *NEVER* even handled the situation properly to begin with and they never will, so as a result, I ended up charged 8 darn times and jailed 2 times.

My life is effectively as good as over, as I cannot get them outta my head. And I quit my support with the company too and I don't even know what will happen to my flat soon, and all my things are still there too. To be honest, I just feel like screaming. Please, can we do something?
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And by the following year any recognition of culpability has evaporated.
It's just 'poor little me'.

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PeeturDCF
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Apr 3, 2016

I lost my supported flat and my care workers due to how an autism care company in Edinburgh handled me crushing on two women employed there ages ago, and all this heartache started like 3 years ago now.

Well, their bosses lied to me a lot back then, then later they refused to give me a second chance, and I spent months feeling low. So eventually, I got remanded in jail after being arrested and humiliated by the pigs because my sadness turned to anger. The court later sent me back to jail for apologizing to them online, and this maniac attacked me in jail, and I only wanted my life to go back to how it was prior to us fallen out. They have no right to say this is 100% my fault. They also lied about the court. The court contacted them and they dragged my name through the mud while I was ordered to live elsewhere. Oh, yes.

I could not access my flat for many months as the court held off the end result to obtain a ton of reports, and the landlord who is also the assistant head of that agency, well, she later met up with me in her office and cooked up a story about rent arrears so I would sign away my tenancy. She got me to write my name on a piece of paper which had nothing on it.

I quickly breached a CPO last year and they remanded me in jail again. Once was for over 3 months. The other, just 3 days. After deferring sentencing for a stupid breach, they gave me like 2 more of these orders, so this CPO nonsense that should have ended in October now will end in March of next year.

My whole life is tarnished. Other agencies are not really going to be able to offer me suitable help, as the workers cannot always vary their hours and they won't allow me to work with women any longer either, and this supervisor has to see me every so often. He accused me of fancying my dentist.

My things were moved back in with my parents and sister. My sister lives with us now too, and she may lose her son soon due to corrupt social workers. My friend is also now in jail. And I find life stressful.

I still have an obsessive rage lingering in me. Hell, I just wanted my former support workers and myself to all make amends, but all the traitors do is have the pigs arrest me. If I contact them again, I will just end up in jail for a long time. The court have portrayed me to be a stalker. It is all lies. They also demanded me to hand over all my Internet enabled devices.

I felt what occurred was all a misunderstanding that got out of hand. The agency has never treated me right at all. Many of the workers are toffee noses. There was even an older male worker there years ago who sent me abusive emails using an alias, then after a while he acted all sweet so he could make me think things were okay. But I don't have these emails now.

Who needs a support company that lies and stabs one in the back, huh? Sadly, I cannot sue them. They've won. And I allow that to eat me up every single day now.

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Ha! thanks! Would never even have occurred to me to look for you there given as how it's a support site for people running the software but, as usual, comprehension is not your strong point.
I found these two threads particularly amusing:
https://forum.vbulletin.com/forum/vb...s-for-deletion
https://forum.vbulletin.com/forum/vb...-what-the-heck

but this one is the real Peter breaking through here, isn't it?
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if they lived nearby, I swear I would go to their houses and I'd probably kill them

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Peter! You never mentioned that you'd met a famous poet! He even wrote a poem to commemorate you:

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Like a Night Club in the morning, you’re the bitter end
Like a recently disinfected shit-house, you’re clean round the bend
You give me the horrors
Too bad to be true
All of my tomorrow’s
Are lousy coz of you
You put the Shat in Shatter
Put the Pain in Spain
Your germs are splattered about
Your face is just a stain

You’re certainly no raver, commonly known as a drag
Do us all a favour, here… wear this polythene bag

You’re like a dose of scabies
I’ve got you under my skin
You make life a fairy tale… Grimm!

People mention murder, the moment you arrive
I’d consider killing you if I thought you were alive
You’ve got this slippery quality
It makes me think of phlegm
And a dual personality
I hate both of them

Your bad breath, vamps disease, destruction, and decay
Please, please, please, please, take yourself away
Like a death a birthday party
You ruin all the fun
Like a sucked and spat our smartie
you’re no use to anyone
Like the shadow of the guillotine
On a dead consumptive’s face
Speaking as an outsider
What do you think of the human race

You went to a progressive psychiatrist
He recommended suicide…
Before scratching your bad name off his list
And pointing the way outside

You hear laughter breaking through, it makes you want to fart
You’re heading for a breakdown
Better pull yourself apart

Your dirty name gets passed about when something goes amiss
Your attitudes are platitudes
Just make me wanna piss

What kind of creature bore you
Was is some kind of bat
They can’t find a good word for you
But I can…

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Just a reminder which Peter Anderson we're talking about.

Peter Ross Anderson
2/6 Greendykes house, Greendykes Rd, Edinburgh EH16 4JJ

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By the way, all of these new accounts showing up on here, are all yours.

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Hahaha. Lol. So wrong, as usual, Peter.
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But you are the only person who remotely cares about me, like it's an obsession of some sort.

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No Peter. I don't remotely care about you any more than an oncologist cares about a tumour, or an exterminator cares about a cockroach. You are something to be dealt with.
You have massively underestimated the number of people you have pissed off.
Were you to die tomorrow the world would be a better place and we could all get on with our day in peace.

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Were you to die tomorrow the world would be a better place and we could all get on with our day in peace.

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Oh, and as previously mentioned, the average IQ of humanity would noticeably increase!

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Remember that time someone tried to do the decent thing and kill it with fire?

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When these women asked not to work with me, their bosses kept being overly nice by asking how I was doing (which they never did in that manner) and saying they were just busy with a grin on their faces. After I figured out I was deceived, I threw tantrums. But they constantly used that as the "reason" they were removed, when this is complete lies. However, I did get to apologize to them in a room in front of the assistant manager once, but it ate away at my sanity that I lost people I really liked, and it just got to me so badly. My support shifts with other workers were no longer pleasant, so I quit my support entirely. So after a miserable 5 months, I got incredibly angry and sent them nasty emails, both before and after the cops smashed my bedroom door in to intimidate me, managers made a fool of me, and you name it. I was very racist in one of the emails. Yet after I was remanded in jail the first time in the summer of 2014, which was like a major punishment in itself, I had sent even more messages, but these were just apology type ones, which was still looked upon as a breach of bail. Then I was arrested again, and was put back in prison, and a guy in my cell assaulted me when I wanted the TV turned off. They fully committed me for trial in May of 2015 too, and sent me to a jail in Glasgow, probably 50 miles from home, saying I was a sex offender - which my lawyer later called just a "mistake." In October of 2015, I was severely beat up in a cell at the court, after telling a crazy guy I was in a protection wing. These cons usually think that's a wing for "beasts" or something. Then they opposed my bail and a guy in my cell tried to set me on fire.

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It's exactly the same as it's always been, but fatter, and uglier, and with fewer teeth.

From a decade ago:

Am I a complete moron or what?

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Now I'm lonely, horny, depressed and stung, all rolled into one. I've even wasted hundreds of pounds on escorts and they are far from friendly. I'm not even able to get aroused and people have told me to quit doing this, but to no avail. I've even tried going to singles nights. Then I got aggressive to people on meetup.com for no real reason and the founder of the dating group kicked me off the group, and said I needed CBT.

I have PDD-NOS. I'm smelly, obsessive and socially inept. All I've done for years is go on crappy gaming related forums and a lot of forums have had nasty members that have abused me too, as well as banned me and also people have created attack sites about me. One of my major compulsions is that I rub my face a lot and it is dirty. If I do that in public and anyone notices that I do that, people will just mock me over it. I'm not sure how to stop doing it. I also never feel motivated to do anything nowadays and I keep thinking Laura will crawl back to me, and things will sort themselves out. That's clearly the visions of a deluded man.

All I do is most of my days is go online and stay online until it's time to go to bed. Now I just feel lost in the world. The things I used to enjoy are no longer a huge pleasure. I just don't know what to try anymore. My life for many years was just one big crazy loop and now I'm to the point where I'm having to admit defeat. I also feel anxious whenever I venture outside alone.

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Plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose.

And remember, beauty is only skin deep.
Yes, Peter is physically repugnant, but plenty of repugnant people manage to breed - just look at its parents, or its sister (and wonder if the world would maybe be a better place without alcohol and poor pub lighting). Peter's problem is that it's ugly on the inside too. I mean look at the scum prostitutes have to deal with, and yet they're still nopeing out when fuckface turns up, with all the charm and allure of an overflowing chemical toilet at the end of a five day music festival at the peak of summer.

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I'll be contacting a solicitor in Australia soon, so I suggest you start hiding these comments.

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Oh please, yes!
Make sure to record the call again; last time was fucking hilarious.

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You obviously view this as a sick game, but you left a lot of breadcrumbs for me in the past.

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Eh? No. What are you, a fucking pigeon? If I thought you had a gluten allergy I might give it a go, but the authorities usually take a dim view of people mailing foodstuffs.

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Speaking of sick, how did you get on on Friday? I assume a no-show once they realised what you are.

Peter Ross Anderson's Address:
2/6 Greendykes House, Greendykes Road
Edinburgh, Scotland, United Kingdom EH16 4JJ

Look, bless, Peter's just looking out for Dave's best interests, I'm sure.

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02-07-22, 10:56 Peter A
Did you really ban a member here called Ponder, recently?
How do I contact the host of anxietyforum.net? Does anyone know?

A sad troll I know from Australia, has created many accounts there, and is spamming all across the sections of the forum. He isn't Ponder, though. I know him under the name of Gimpy.

There doesn't seem to be anybody maintaining the forums anymore. I'm the Peter Anderson that the harassment is being aimed at on this website. But the moderators are no longer active.

http://anxietyforum.net/forum

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02-07-22, 18:15 Peter A
Re: Did you really ban a member here called Ponder, recently?
I'm sorry to hear about him doing that. Although I don't know what went on...

To answer your question, yes, both myself and a member named gypsylee had attempted to reach out to the owner, who has seemingly left the forum up despite moving on, and the site isn't looked after any longer. It's quite obvious, with all of the spam on there.

On the other forums, Ponder was quite nice to me months ago. Now since this other Australian person called James Berich has been there spamming under different identities, Ponder has assumed that I am the one doing it. But I already told Ponder that I have known the Australian troll for years, because of him being on forums with me in the past. He used to post on Resident Evil related forums that I registered on, in the mid 2000s, and even used to abuse me then with people like Lucky and Dot50Cal.

Since 2017, he has been creating HEAPS of accounts to bother me on different sites, to the point where I had to seek legal advice about how to get him dealt with. But it's not looking like there is any cost efficient way that I can. Plus, I live in Scotland, so it's way more difficult to get him arrested, than if he had resided in the UK. And he is actually 36.

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You are the most vindictive, fucking, saddo ever!

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