New to this and at my lowest.
Ok so I suffer from Generalised Anxiety Disorder
I'm 20 years old and this is hell
I recently moved in with my boyfriend who I love like mad, but I can't seem to stop pushing him away, I'm such a dick.
All I can think about it getting a job sorted and being able to pay bills etc, where we will get money from but the thing is we're living in my mums flat, we're rent free for 2 months and can easily afford food.
We plan to move to the Isle of Wight but I'm so worried about that and I thought moving here would help me feel better, it didn't.
I have been offered Beta Blockers to help with the anxiety but I have a terrible fear of gaining weight and I have been warned they could cause that, which would do more harm than good.
I joined this because I'm on the verge of losing my partner, which I can't bare to think about.
I have tried counselling in the past and I've always just felt patronised and talked down to so I figured this was a good way to avoid that, I need help and this is the first time I'm admitting this.