Searching for anything good...(sigh)

no way
..............

I think it gets better...
So, my oldest daughter was here till after midnight, upstairs, while her bf got a new tattoo.
It makes no sense. It's like some other dimension of existence that I don't understand or comprehend other than I think drugs are involved.
They have NO car. She nor her bf have NO jobs. They live with his mother, and he has NO key.
They just walked back in the front door. at 445am, here...They had been shopping at Walmart since my youngest daughter picked them up after midnight.
She has since not returned to the house herself. She's on house arrests and I'm supposed to report her to police. I'm not going to do it quite like that.
She also isn't eating, losing alot of weight quickly, and I think she herself may be using drugs..which is why I'm going to address her issue abit differently..
She's also up all night too..another sign of drug use. A certain type of drug (crystal meth) that she constantly states she is NOT using. Bullshit...
I'm up, because I have to meet with an attorney and Judge to discuss this house today at 9 am. A foreclosure, because of my disability..lack of ability to earn an income.
Am I worried about that? No..I can make certain things happen and keeping this house is the easiest part of this mess..
I just wish sometimes that these daughters would disappear. I'm just being honest. They will continually present me with some really difficult challenges.
I'm not only planning how to deal with this house, I'm also planning on how to deal with a drug addict 17 yr old..I MUST ACT NOW. Before she becomes an adult....
In March...22nd. Thinking I may have to force her into an Inpatient Intensive Drug Rehab where she's locked in...not a pleasant thought.
Am I worried about this? No, but I must figure out the way to save her life. Before it ends to quickly....I didn't bring her into this world to watch her die.

I'll find something good about today, just not yet..

E-Man..

Enduronman... If you feel your daughter is a drug addict it's best to act now before she turns 18. Right now you have parental right and after 18, you won't. Don't be to get into a long story but the sooner the better that she gets help for that.
Here is some info maybe to help:
Crystal meth signs and symptoms are often related to the drug’s impact on the body as a function of its stimulant nature. A single sign may not determine an addiction, but several signs seen over a short period of time can mean an addiction. Signs include:

Dilated pupils
Weight loss
Eye twitching
Loss of appetite
Repetitious behavior
Hyperactivity
People with an addiction to methamphetamine can also stay up for days at a time followed by an extreme crash, where they sleep for long periods. They can also go into a manic phase, where they have compulsive and obsessive needs for cleaning.

Those addicted to crystal meth for an extended period may show signs of extreme weight loss, seizures, rotted teeth and sores on the mouth and face. If you would like more information about crystal meth symptoms, call 1-800-943-0566. It’s never too late to find proper treatment. Don’t let this chance slip away.

I hope truly your daughter gets help. Most drug users and addicts will deny they use or have a problem and will not want treatment or help.
So if she's using it may be a bit of a battle and you believe her boyfriend uses too? Well, him being in her life doesn't help.
Best wishes on getting your daughter help. My husband and I had to go through what sojdbd similar with my step daughter.. His first born ( we have two children together ). Her bf and her were I into drugs and off and on together. It was a very unhealthy relationship. While she was using again she got pregnant. She decided to keep her baby and we let her detox at our home, and made it clear no drugs in the house and no HIM ( the bf). She has been clean since and is in college and an awesome young mom... And works too. In so proud of her. The father of her child is only in her life as her sons dad. She says he's a good dad but a sucky bf. I think FINALLY she sees she's too good for him. None of her friends or or family have ever liked him. He's a low life scum bag.

Anyways sorry for talking about me... I didn't mean to take your situation away from the convo.. Just want you to know I can relate to what you are Saying about your daughter.

You are her dad so don't give upon her

I really appreciate your advice, suggestions, and your story too. Yes, I am going to act..today. She has all those symptoms, and my oldest daughter seems to have many of them too. She's 22 however, different deal there..

Thank you so much!!..

E-Man...:)

Well alrighty then!
I was just told by the courts, that my 9am meeting has been vacated and they're sending out a new ORDER to do some more damn paperwork.
This paperwork was something that I ALREADY DID in October of last year, and then was told to go f myself.
I have to do this AGAIN, AND PROVIDE A COPY OF IT TO THE COURT, THE MORTGAGE COMPANY, AND THE ATTORNEY,.before I can even go speak to them!!!! Hilarious.
I was also just TOLD by my oldest daughter whom of which is still AWAKE now for 24hours...that she got the meth FROM her younger sister..
It's starting to look like a f**ked up day!! YAY!!!!....(sigh)...:rolleyes:

Here's the next f**ked up part. I have a pocket full of methamphetamine that I take everyday to keep me calm and make me sleepy!!! Prescription!!! Ritalin...

It's just not homemade nasty shit...or a rock.

Ima need counclin...

LMAO!! E-Man...:)

E-man,

Man - you have a LOT going on. Meth is nasty nasty stuff. I've seen many many friends screw their lives up and then some have gotten back on track. Needless to say.... It sounds like you have some really stressful stuff going on. Do your daughters realize what meth does to you? Maybe you can show them some before and after pictures.

Hell... Google Pekin, IL and you should be able to find lots of nasty stuff there. (My hometown). Maybe if they realize what this stuff does long term it'll help?

Awful situation, Eman I do not have advice any sound advice, you know what to do, Usually we can not do much. Keep it together man. Thinking of you

Well,.my youngest was just discharged from her therapists and will now be ordered to attend an outpatient intensive drug program at the Juvenile Detention Center....YAY!!! Yes, that is a real YAY!!!
She was f**kin with the therapist today, aggressive, arrogant, and he finally said you need more then what I can offer you...HELL YES!!!
Lion Cub just burned her own bridge, he had a giant fish tank and leather chairs...it was plush.
NOW< she goes out there...different world, that she NEEDS!!!
BAHAAAHAHA!!!

I FOUND SOMETHING GOOD, THAT I WASN'T EVEN LOOKING FOR!!!...

Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts.

I feel great now! She won't be able to pull over a fast one at the juvenile detention center....BAHAAAHA!!!


E-Man...:)

YIPPEE!!!!!

You're extremely anxious,...because you can finally see the "light" at the end of those tunnels Frankie..You WANT to make things happen at a much faster rate, but remember,..slow and steady will always get you to that same point B that you're striving for rather than running a sprint and forgetting everything that you learned or saw along the way...
I hope you win the contest and best wishes and luck coming your way too!!! I wanna see you on morning tv!!! A Star!!!! YAY!!!!

Yes,...I have gone from dooommm and glooommm to this is what actually needed to happen. I just didnt kow it yet.

E-Man..:)

I am so proud of Frankie, She is fighting and winning:)) Keep it this way. My best friend son did not leave the house for 5 years and she is on end with it. She can not help him. He refused the help...