Dave's Dairy

hehe, feeling better means I have more energy to bitch about this fucked up world. Hope your having a better day as well.

Doing up eBay adds has been exhausting but in a good way. I have slept well the last couple of nights on just about on the nod now. I downloaded that movie you thought about Sal and going to watch in bed on my phone. For now I make cuppa then take a trip to the lounge room. LOL arrrrrrrrrrrrr ... it's like that these day. Going in the back yard is another trip in itself and I don't mind breaking things up like that at all. I've become a full blown hermit of late Sale : D hehe ... I don't mind either.

Same here ... hermit extraordinaire as well lately. I talked to my therapist today and she wants me to make the first move around people and try to be engaging. Are you kidding me, sometimes I can't even speak sometimes and all I can do to not fall in public sometimes. Hard to explain, but I'm also fine with it. Your fromt door with the plants is beautiful though and look soothing from your pictures.

I did get out today and walked and didn't run into a single person - just the way I prefer it :)

I hope you enjoyed the movie - I'm gonna watch it again I think.

Sometimes we just go along with them because it's good just to have someone listen to us. They will recommend from a well meaning place but that does not mean they always know what is best for us. Glad you like the plants - they help me a lot.

Check these vibes out - I thought you might like? I stayed with it from beginning to end:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yd2pj8lF1Js

Yea I watched movie thanks. I think I will look up one with a more spirit theme to it. They tend to chill more a little more. It was good to have something to watch last night. TY :)

I hope everyone is good. I am very busy because every hour I take a dose of MMS, Jim Humble.
I also take DMSO plus IOdine and trace minerals. The amount of energy I have is unreliable
My anxiety seems to be ok too, Stil meditating using my tuning forks unweighted and weighted. Awesome sound is the key to universe :) I am happy to see you gents
Sal with time the struggle is less and less

Hello again D. Glad you have found something that works for you and that your feeling good. I made up a more detailed response but lost my post. All good. Basically, I am OK with the declining health but wishing everyone well in whatever it is that they seek. I'm not sure the struggling is as negative as it may read, but more a case of accepted solace. Best I can say is that I'm ok with the smell of smoke, whatever it may mean. What will be will be. :)

Whilst I myself care less for humanity, bellow is one goal I still have. An open case water cooled PC. Mine may be of a different color, differently illuminated, different angles and maybe an acrylic case for better dust management. I am a long way off saving up for all the parts. In fact, I'm still selling the ones I have.

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Another item hits the market in my quest towards me new goal. I got this just before covid and since prices have gone up there is a good chance I will get most of my money back. It exactly what is happening with my graphics card I am currently selling. I only hope by the time I have saved up enough, that the market might settle down, but something tells me that the insane prices that have now widened the gap is not going to change whatsoever. The prices of houses and rent is insane and whilst those whom already own their own, remain unaffected (housing wise), I am certain there are millions upon millions of people that know exactly what I mean.

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I'm now starting to run out of things to sell. Not quite - but getting there. I will try one more time with my weights and associated gear ... and if I hurt myself yet again ... I will sell those. I'll be keeping my mountain bike and super zoom camera. Those I would regret selling. That said, now is a good time to sell things that are not being utilized or otherwise taking up space more than anything else.

Time for some lunch and a grandpa nap. ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz

Today I did well on eBay. I actually made more back on one of my computer parts I bought back in 2019. You know ... that blood money I got for being fucked over when I was entrusted into care as a child. I'll keep spinning that money for a whiles yet but not doing so well when thinking about this whole economy BS and how enslaved many of us have become. You see, I am one of the many that really does not have the privilege to forget about such things. To be sure I walk in a thin line as speaking like such can be prickly for those who feel emotionally invested with their things.

I say FUCK our things! Easy come easy go. For me that is the best mentality. What I despise ... and sad to say I really do despise with so much HATE ... is how society attaches itself to property and how it seeks to justify and then judge. The system we have that values itself way above human life - PFFFT to the medical system so many claim we should be praising. Grrrrrrrr

What has really done it for me lately is when the realestate comes walking through our living rooms taking photos of our personal space. I'll never get over that. Feels like when I was homeless and people would look down on me and given we live in a world that judges people on what they own ... need I say any more. yet I could care less about what the fuck I supposedly own. Fuck ownership point blank. It should be enough to take notes when walking through, but to take photos consistently in my bedroom and or my home is very much like living in an oppressively George Orwellian Society. You don't have to worry about such things if you are fortunate to own your own. Sigh .. but of course you will always here some great story about how much one struggled and how it is that others in contrast have not worked hard enough. You get the drill. I won't be hearing any of that shit. Many of us on this side of the fence switch off pretty quick to the kind of dribble. Talk about entitlement issues. Too fuckiing shay on that one.

Sigh - How you going you government fucks ... having a good read are ya? LMFAO ... I have passed this website and my name off to those cunts as well. I hope they read from time to time. How could a mere fucked up peasant like me who has people regularly come and take photos of his bedroom really give a fuck about so called privacy. ITS ALL BULLSHIT! GO FUCK YOURSELVE YOU FUCKING ROTTEN GOOD FOR NOTHING FUCKS! YOU FUCING HEAR ME!!!!!

Sighhhhh ... that's much better.

Seriously when they treat people like that, we may as well be living in the street. I literally feel as though they have come to take a photo of my soul. I wonder how home owner would like it if the tables were turned and we march through their house with some BS excuse that we must take photos for the next people who will undabouglty own thier house once they are dead. I'm just getting started with how we really live and how it is that so many of us are walked all over with such BS authorities. Bend over they say - everyone bends over and just takes it up the fucking ass these days. Lest they lose all their things they are so heavily invested in.

I'm still wheeling from all that legal shit re act vs impact. Whatever happens re my own supports that being carrot on a stick - I WILL NEVER CONFORM TO THIER SYSTEM OF WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME. NEVER!!! i HOPE YOU CUNTS ARE READING.

You make me sick you fucking cunts. Government henchmen hiding behind the human services label. Nothing but just another conveyor belt where people end up as green slim to be fed on.
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Now don't take any of that personal. I know there are those of you that own your homes. Congratulations. Well done. But I stand by my distaste for the conditioning to that which those subscribe in their perception of all those around them. This is exactly why I avoid going outside. To stay the fuck well away from all those mindset that project like so. I play along whilst those cunts come invade my home. That'' fucking right - MY HOME! You want to debate that?

Go right ahead ... I will fucking tear you apart on that score my friend. By agreeing with you on just how fucked it is that none of us in this BS shallow pretentious existence do not have a home. This place is 100% a fucked up prison no matter how you look at it. How you like those fucking apples friend? your probably feeding off my pain with a smile or two? Yup ... is how we all operate this day and age. Oh but that's just your perspective because of x,y and Z. Ya reckon? Give that bitch and or bastard a prize! Well fucking done. Same shit, same channel, same fucking thing! Too fucking shay!

Your absolutely fucking right. Come into my room and take photos of my space. I say fuck this existence to the tenth degree.

Sigh.
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We still friends are we? Hmmmmm Love, light and so on? Namaste ...

I could never be happy with a billion $$$ because I would still see all that shit.

Sigh ... so what else do I have to sell. How much can I horde! Fuck this world and everything it represents. I spit on all the world flags and all the associated ideologies. I embrace that wells within me ... if your going to fucking feed then feed on me. COME ON CUNTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What are you waiting for? Let's get this over and done with. You want to arrest me ... fucking arrest me ... FUCKING SHOOT ME!!!!! yea .... licks lips knowing too well how everyone loves their jobs. Criminals in uniforms feeding back with just as much hate ... around and around she goes ... come on cunts ... hurt, hurt, inflict more pain ... how much you got to give. COME ON CUNTS ... MORE .... FUCKING MORE i SAY!!!!!!!!!

sIGH .. and meh.

Is what it is.

I see you when you come back to my private space and take more photos of my only last resting place. Hissssssssssssssssssssssssss I sit here and fester, thinking of all those human slaves outside my door doing your bidding .. come oh come and feed on me some more. Fuck this existence point blank. BOOM!

Until next post.

I'll get over it ... but needs to of been said ... to of been ejected lest I fucking rape that bitch that comes into my room with siad fucking attitude. Oh yea ... I am fucking seething tonight with the BS game we all play. Literally fuck society to the max. Fuck those dogs who are let lose to enslave us as they do. Yes ... Oh fuck yeaaaa .... Fuck holding all this in. Hisssssssssssssssssssssss ... fuck this world and fuck the one you live in as well. PART AND PARCEL OF THE SAME FUCKING PROGRAM.

sIGH ... This post was constructed under the influence of the following:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8N-eLvmheSE

FUCK WHAT WE HAVE BECOME!!!

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No I wont delete that. Fucked If I will bury my head in the sand as puppeted mainstream journalists who would script it as so and of those who are not so easily controlled. Such front line articles / pop ups and notifications are for mainstream sheep who embody last post gif as displayed above. Fuck you and your things. Fuck me and my things. Fuck every god damn fucking thing. Genuinely smiles as that tact.

It was a strange day today. My phone was buzzing of the hook ... if I had a hook. I got a text from the so called emergency channel telling me to go get vaccinated. HUGE MISTAKE! That little inkling of an idea to do so instantly vanished and now I have once again resolved myself not to out of sheer defiance. I would rather choke and drown on my own fluids than be fucking controlled anymore than I already am. I already said I was hospitalized not so long ago with Pneumonia and given the inhuman treatment of how people are treated this day and age ... I WELCOME DEATH ... in contrast with living this BS life in this BS community which has zero unity! What we have is a prison system based on hierarchy.

I got several fucking add texts asking me if I want them to stop harassing me to test them the word STOP in capitals. hahahahahahaaa ... like really ... then of course there was not fucking option to text back!!! JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME ALREADY!

Meanwhile my daughter is struggling in her room and I don't blame here one iota. Let those with ears hear and those with eyes see. Of course those fuckers above could care less, blinded with by their property.

My grandson is being hit and choked by another boy who keeps saying sorry only to repeat offend. Sigh. The soft and gentle ones always make good targets. Yet we do not blame the boy who is hurting our grandson. That said, we have had once again had to raise these issues with the school. Is all behavioral. We have at least built up trust with our grandson to communicate with us so we can fight his fight. This the other boy obviously does not have. EVERYONE ELSE IS TOO BUSY TRYING TO OBTAIN PROPERTY!!! That there is that fucking bain of it all. Not enough attention for those that matter at such a young age. The principle of education is a fucking tainted as money is to economy where human lives take a back seat with entry into the institutional baby minding centers now typically at six months old ... even younger. Yea - I hear you say "got to get a job ... both parent and all that in order to do what? buy a fucking home? EXACTLY!!! of course most of today's generation grew up on such child minding centres.

How fucking quick is was for pervious generations to give themselves over to this way of being. Oh bring on the comfort ... Less stress. So much so you even the unemployed now hand over their kids so willingly ... so eagerly. Just another level to the changing system of enslavement where the conditioning of society has been cultured ever so masterfully. The age of automation and AI has been with us for decades with such implementation of social engineering. We as biological machines now having been ushered into a new ear of ... go watch it ... go read it ... A Brave New World. No No ... is OK - Automated response to that is tin foil hat with a conceriacy flag not popping up. Just take a look at any bus full of kids on the way to school. A good honest look at that will tell you just how Pink Floyd got a hole in one with todays outcome.

Kids on a conveyor belt coming out the other end as no more than drones with snorkels sucking up one end and ejecting out the other over and over. Products and consumption. Nothing is wasted. Even those that don't fit ... end up on another belt just on a different level ... so it is from the wealthiest to the homeless. THIS IS THE WORLD IN WHICH WE LIVE. Yet it is said those who do not conform are in denial. It's not denial - the truth is more and more people are simply fed up and do not want to LIVE point blank. I say that is a good way to be and that we need more people to feel this way. The only people in denial are all those basking in their investment calling those beneath them in denial. It's as simple as that.

I have blocked the emergency channel on my phone because I am one of many that no longer trust ANYTHING that is said beyond my front door. It's as simple as that. Trust NO ONE! we live in a society of people policing people. me personally I no longer give a fuck. It's just like when I was living in the gutter back in Kings Cross. Most street kids (not the ones that had homes to go to) that had no where to sleep don't give two fucks what anyone thinks. This is how I have become in this world all these years later even though I have a roof over my head. But as I just described I don't consider the home I am in my home as every 12 weeks we have someone come in taking photos of everything we have in said fucking home. Therefore it you do not own a home ... what you live in is basically a prison. That is just one side ... as I also see it, the whole baby minding centers and education system + welfare officers and admin is as oppressive as you can get. FUCK THE FOOD AND HOUSING when it is as I describe. More and more of us want to be dead and I am all for that. 100%. It's just a shame its so hard to follow through with and thus we now discuss THE LEVLE OF IDEATIONS!!!

Now that is a reality check. The level of societal ideation is skyrocketed and all this industrialized mental health care buffering ain't going to cut it. It's just another belt in the chaos machine. WE DON'T WANT TO BE IN YOUR FUCKED UP WORLD YOU SELFISH FUCKING CUNTS!!! We are not the problem ... the problem is you and your fucking ideals! I so hope the US pushes China over the edge and Nukes start flying sooner than later. I so hope that the manifested hate of the west comes back in droves with all kinds of biological terror that sees a real fucking plague. Oh man ... if they only really understood just how hated by so called citizens these winners of society really be. The pot is simmering ... something is going to give soon enough. More than likely corporations will start another false flag to ensure we all keep hating one another and so and on. Those distracted lap up the BS reports and hate with an unmatched vitality as we others lack the strength and status to be heard ...

The internet is now fully controlled - the algorithms now see that influencing sustains the economic way that has enslaved as it's done. Hook line and sinker it is now. Not much can be done. I know my words fall on deaf ears but I really don't give a fuck what others think. I will continue to write as I have done. I have my ups and downs but lately I have feel it is time to spell this fucking shit out regardless. Given the why we are treated in our home there is NOTHING the government can take from me that will make me give a fuck. We are treated like prisoners regardless of these so called comforts and that for me was the last straw. New laws have been passed in the fucked up luck country that is making us one of the worlds most dictated and mind controlled in the world. There is a hatred being indoctinated between those who have been vaccinated and those who have not ... but this kind of separatism has been playing out of decades now. It's only just being upp a few more notches. Centralization of power whilst always been a thing is now in overdrive with fuck all community services left. Everyone is against everyone and if your not pretending to be someone your own your own. people in families are turning on eachother out of fear of not fitting in. Everyone is being programmed constantly as soon as they engage with their phones.

I am 100% that guy that says FUCK SOCIETY ... I don't need a shirt to say it because it is so easy to see it on my face. More and more people are looking like that everyday. The only thing is you don't know what side of the fence they sit on which makes it like that movie invasion of the body snatchers

This is your society that you work so hard in order to say you own this or that. Fuck anyone that tries to get in the way of that.

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Have you been vaccinated? Are you contributing? Are you answering your phone? on and on ... fuck that and fuck those who are into that.

Adios ... until next post.

OK - Psychosis over with. On with a brand new day.

Today I sell more things. I have decided the weights have to go. I would do far better to lift the rocks in my head. :)

The treadmill I will keep, as to the elastic bands. I should of purchased the latter first.

That's it. Me too going to have a chill day. Good plan.