I can walk now! YAY!! Maybe, go try to start this stupid scooter now. Plus, it seems to be counterfeit NFL jersey sales day all over my Facebook wall!!! I am NOT an NFL player nor do I wish to pretend that I am!!
Enjoy this lovely day!
E-Man
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I can walk now! YAY!! Maybe, go try to start this stupid scooter now. Plus, it seems to be counterfeit NFL jersey sales day all over my Facebook wall!!! I am NOT an NFL player nor do I wish to pretend that I am!!
Enjoy this lovely day!
E-Man
Eman:)).....................
Finding Good, when I'm not really Searching for Anything Good..Awesome!
I realized last night that last Christmas I was helping my X move into an apt. I was being kind, selfless, considerate. But, now since she and her weird kids are gone, I do NOT have to move her back out of that cat shit smelling shit hole! And I don't have to answer my kids when they ask me, "What is wrong with her kids?" because neither of them even knew how to really "work" and are better at just making up stories and words that aren't even true at all. Just good enough so that their mother would buy it, and that does not take much at all. Obviously, I was SO grateful and thankful yet again last night that I will not be lifting a thing, for that selfish woman! And it's supposed to rain for the next couple of days too. It was about this time, that she had to move out I believe. NOT ME!!!
Basically, all is well and better then I would have ever thought it could be now that she is gone. That makes her loss, the most precious and valuable Gift and Blessing that I could have ever been given...HOORAY!!
Hopes that you all have a wonderful Christmas and upcoming New Year too!
E-Man :)
Hope you have a wonderful xmas as well , best wishes extend to your family;)
Thank you Dahl!Quote:
Originally Posted by Dahila
I had a most wonderful time this year! I invited my X wife of 10 years ago up. So, she brought my Son and came up. I told my Mom that she would be there, and everyone had such a great time, with no stress, no one continually brought up the past like my last X woman did ALL THE TIME, we were all so comfortable, and this was honestly the BEST Christmas Holiday that I have had in the last 10 years.
It just, all seemed to work, fit, feel right. I am SO glad not to be questioned, interrogated, blamed for having sex with every woman that I ever looked at, accused of everything to do with women for 10 years, told stories that Kim would make up in her own mind as if I was a character in her sickening stories. It was just a WAY different kind of Christmas, time, event, plans, company, and I give thanks everyday that Kim is gone, moved, and far, far away from me with all of her multiple mental issues. (Picking her skin to bleeding, making up stories, living in a fictional world, accusing, blaming, interrogating, low self esteem, insecure, and on and on)....She was a very, very disturbed woman. Glad, she is forever gone.
I actually enjoyed kissing, holding, hugging, being with, beside, sleeping with, my X wife more then I ever had the other women for 10 solid years. I slept well. Felt right. I still care about Lorna I guess..and she never said (1) word about the dumbass woman that ruined her life either. SO mature too..
The most memorable Christmas, in History...
Merry Christmas all!!
E-Man :)
It is so awesome, to balance it out , I had the worst Xmas ever, no one cares about me but that's ok. I am very happy for you. I know what you mean about someone accusing you ............. when i meet my ex husband on my grandchild party it is always the same. He accuses me of things that never happened, but he is bipolar and he lives in his own reality. maybe your ex is living in different reality too:))
It's the most wonderful timeeeeeee of the year.... :)
What a simply amazing, memorable, Christmas Holiday followed by the fact that I did find something good. Now there was NOT ONE other thing, moment, event, that I could find that was, good. Basically, all of 2015 was a miserable mess. Created mostly by the mind of a mentally disturbed person that spent much of the time, creating things, that surely had to have happened, and then said person would convince themselves, that it did happen. Then, tell ME the story, and ask me about it? I have NO clue. YOU LIE!!! BAAAHA!!! No, your kids both do. Anyway, accused of always doing something wrong, and always accused of being with another woman. Even if, I couldn't walk. Yes, I DID waste 10 years. But....
My X wife came up, and before my eyes stood a woman that has a fully functional brain? How could this be?...She, created a Christmas, that I will NEVER forget..at 48 years old.
The most glorious, and beautiful gift, that I have been given in over 10 years...Thank you L.E.B.E.....HHHAAHA!!
E-Man :)
It seems that you both are at peace and agreement, such nice gift for xmas:))
I do.......Quote:
Originally Posted by Dahila
IMS thank you,............:) You just put the smile back on my face, thank you so much
This is most assuredly a different type, kind, style, of world and life for me. The last 10 years had been filled with grief, animosity, despair, anger, accusations, blame, fictional stories, anxiety, stress, and other health issue related to the woman that I was with. She may be well educated, but, she is not smart in any way at all. It was a daily, constant, chronic, living hell.
When your wife or gf tells you (29) times in less than 1 hour that "I know you're texting, chatting with, and having sex with other women"...When in all reality you were doing none of those things at all, its best just to walk away and forget.
She was a terrible, horrible, insecure, insensitive, inconsiderate, thoughtless, senseless, airheaded, scatter brained train wreck of a person. May God have mercy on the next man in her life too.
I'm doing WAY better now. Finally beginning to move forward in life once again. Things are finally starting to happen, in a positive way, good things, happy times.
We don't always understand the meaning or purpose of our lives, our struggles, certain people involved in it, but it always tends to work out in the end...
Blessings,
E-Man :)
Enduro's back!
Where's the van????
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Good morning all.
I haven't been around in quite sometime. Dealing with many different issues, events, circumstances, and ordeals that I somehow created yet when I ask what it was that I did or said, I was offered no words, hints, clues, explanations, or even a reply at all.
I have also learned over this past year that at least 90% of the people that I know, knew, meet, only care about themselves. A huge percentage of people that are selfish. To me, selfishness is vile. But it is the most common choice, over any other in the minds of most people.
I was also able to just close my Facebook account yesterday too. It will never again appear either. One less stress that I will need to even think about. Nor do I need or want too at all..
I was also texted by 2 women that I met some where and they both asked for money. Said they were starving and wondered if I could send them some? I blocked their numbers. Go beg somewhere else.
I was to have a visitor for the week also. I asked her to do something for me and her reply was "I'll do that when I have time, I'm busy now"..after all I had done as requested, or asked, when I was asked to do it. Her reply reminded me of the horrors I listened to for 10 years. This type of person takes care of things, on their own time, their own pace, their own speed, even if it is needed now. I wanted to throw up. I changed the plans, in an instant and I am glad that I did because I refuse to suffer another minute of my life with a person that is inconsiderate, insensitive, thoughtless, and of course selfish. She won't be coming back again. I made sure of that.
Everything else is going quite well. And I plan to change directions and plans immediately. Forgot the past, live for the day, have hope for a wonderful future..I do.
I wish you all well.
E-Man
Now this was an unexpected, and wonderful day.
Apparently, one of my old friends from Facebook kept my phone number and called me. I had chatted with her, but just briefly.
I sure as hell didn't expect her to call. She had the most unique name that I had ever seen, and she was born in Romania. But now in the States for 10 years.
We spoke for almost 2 hours. I haven't spoken to anyone on a phone for more than 10 minutes in 35 years. It, and she, were very interesting to say the least.
She told me all about herself and some of her story. I told her about myself, and some of the Horrors of the last 10 years or so. She was intrigued.
I asked her if maybe she would think about visiting when its hot out, and the pool is all ready to go? She said sure, she would like that. She wasn't interested in fishing though, but there's things to do.
Now that its uncovered, and the water is clearing. I think the timing will be perfect. She isn't to far away either and also looking for the same things that I am too. An actual Agreement.
A rational, logical, sensible, conversation. That took a little while to get used too after a decade of accusations, fights, yelling, doubt, fictional made up stories that I was a character in..I didn't know a thing about..LMAO!! Dear God, thank you. I thank him daily.
Its not to late, maybe I'll write her now. Sounds like a good plan.
Best wishes.
E-Man :)
Good to see you back Eman! i do not write to much anymore, guess i am fighting my own issues as usual but i do check in every now and then.I closed my Facebook page a long time ago mostly got tired of so much personal stuff getting out there. Let me know how it goes with girl from Romania but it's to bad she wouldn't go fishing with you. That is my only regret in my current relationship is that my wife does not hunt or fish and i could hunt and fish every day. peace man
p.s. my pool is at its rim we got so much rain
it is good to have you back, EMan, John;))
Hello guys..
Before marriage i felt some problems with me, but not able understand wats it about.
Post divorse I found lot about myself.. And now i need all urs help.
Symptoms -
When i do masturbation and go to wash my hands and p***s, later i find if my wash is not happened correct Or not, i mean all sperm from my body is washed properly or not. In case the washing doesnt happen the exactly way i want or somewhere i feel it has remained on my body parts or hands then that thing remains in my mind, untill i wash my hands and body parts again.
Or In case when washing doesnt happen correct and if i touch any object or things around me like pen, laptop, my shirt, door handles anything I feel My hands sperm got tranmitted to that thing or any object.
The next day if i touch it , i feel am again infected or my hands have those sperms still. My mind gets confuse. Slight imbalance in thoughts, later i try to wash my hands and all things that i feel have sperm touch on it. Also post divorce I had anxiety at its worst. M on medicine. that have reduced my anxiety symptoms. But i want to knw what problem i m facing as mentioned above from beginning???
Hi man,
I am impressed by you story as well as your attitude!
I am sorry you have have so many problems in life and I hope you can at least reduce you pain mentally and physically wise. No one should have to life with pain.
Keep it up!
Isabela
Hello there, Recently I had a flu and after tamiflu I think my anxiety sky rocketed. Now I have irrational fear and severe anxiety. It so strong that even I could not accept job offer and had to decline. Please help. What damage my tamiflu has done that probably caused this anxiety. At last I might try Cbd oil. Can you help me with Cbd oil guide ? Can these cure my anxiety and fear ? Please help.Quote:
Originally Posted by James Waide
Hi thanks a lot for this info. I will find further the benifits of this oil from
Internet. Can you plz tell me. . any blood test as such to find out anxiety
Disorder causes and its symtons in me.
These are great posts. Is enduronman.still around?
I love reading his old postings here too, as well as many postings form the 'old timers' (not talking age here of course, the pioneers of this forum so to speak)
Last time I spoke to Eman, he wasn't in the best of places. He was taking a strong painkiller for extreme pain that knocked him out for 22 hours each day. Hope he's doing better now.
OMG!!! I forgot how this even worksQuote:
Originally Posted by martin05
..E-Man trying to get into the house!!
Enduromania. :)
I have got to get on one of these computers!! Why is everything so tiny on my phone!!
Ok, which one is it going to be...A pile of them!
BRB!!
E-MAN….
Pill first, then pick one.
LMAO!!
ENDURONOMAN...:/
Hi Enduronman, it seems that you've been through hell! Have you looked into the ideas that emotional suppression can have damaging effects on the body. People like Dr John Sarno has done a lot of work with people on this. A really good book on this is the The Great Pain Deception.
Hello, I can't possibly understand what you go through. But just know that someone me is rooting for you. I hope you the best in your future and please keep hope
The Mission is Nearly Complete. I knew it was, I just didn't know How HUGE The Threat that need be Removed actually was, until now 5 YEARS later...and the Rewards, although money had never really been something that I CARED about, it was a lesson that I had to learn by the Journey and Path not chosen by me, no prior warning yet there had never been one either, but..I have NEVER failed Him yet and whether I was crushed by an invisible 2000 pound chunk of Martian Stone, squeezed by a giant invisible vice, and feeling as if I was being Cremated alive...still wasn't enough to Prevent me from doing, being, as I was Created to be and to do..for ALL. The first check will arrive soon. Then I have a 3 month Vacation Period before I return to seek Redemption for all past, present, and no more beyond, me. So, I suppose if sitting on a pile of paper is what, how, why, so many others consider that as something I've never experienced, and never will, I can only find the true value of it to spread it around, like nurturing the field and Garden of our Lives...$? I already know what to expect from it, not the same as any other. God Bless you ALL....
ENDURING MAN UNTIL MY PLUG IS PULLED..;)
Whatever works Enduro ... Since your handing it out ... https://image.ibb.co/iBqsrk/hand_out.gif
I bless u all. ;)
Are you still active on this site?