It will get better , I promise, it can not be bad for so long, ten months or days is the most, then the wheel of fortune turns. I think it is about the time for you Eman:)))
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It will get better , I promise, it can not be bad for so long, ten months or days is the most, then the wheel of fortune turns. I think it is about the time for you Eman:)))
Hey Eman,
Sounds like you have lots going on! Hang in there my friend, it has to get better for you soon!
I haven't been around much lately but I'm so glad to see you when I do get a chance to check in!
Hey Dahila! My lovely friend!!! Hope you are well too. Miss you!
Cheers all
Pam
Hi Pam I was telling my hubby about you, my friend, and he says that friends through internet are not real ones. What does he know :rolleyes:
He has not idea. He forgot about my dear friends met on internet then in real life, ten years after the fact we are still friends and visit each other. I am so happy to see you.
Now our Eman needs the support :)
Dahila,
Are the storms all over for you yet? I was really worried about you. What you got was way worse than me, and it sounded like a freight train going through here at about 4pm then again at 7pm. I don't do really well with bad weather. Give me a snow storm any day! Lol
Eman-
I was wondering how things are with your girls? You haven't really mentioned them and I know you went through a rough patch with your youngest earlier this year. Hope that's going ok for you.
Oh boy, the girls...grrrr
My youngest was arrested 4 times for drugs and is now on probation for a year.
My oldest is now pregnant again..and of course, still into drugs I believe. Living with her boyfriend in a hotel room.
My youngest now lives with my father.
They're both still kind of messed up but I have hope that someday they'll mature and figure out what they really want out of life instead of hardships.
I'm also up way to early this am as I have an MRI at 9 in a town an hour away.
Not looking forward to it, or the drive, or being up this early either..but I hope that this noisy ass million dollar machine sees something wrong with my knees!!!
They hurt all the fuggin time..non stop.
Should be an interesting day I suppose.
So much pain, suffering, hardship, but again friends all we can do is hope for better days and better health too.
It could always be worse I guess...
Have a good day my internet friends and thank you for your thoughts, caring, and compassion too.
Enduronman :)
Oh still the same problems with girls. I do not know how you deal with it. We put so much effort to raise children so much sacrifice, and we get this. Eman you keep strong. The frigging pain, one would think that pain is easily controlled in our time, but obviously it is not. MRI; when I think about it, I get pains all over my body, being claustrophobic it is awful for me.
Eman do you still have the puppy or you gave him up? He is too strong for you and it requires a lot of attention. Keep strong my friend for the sake of girls. They will come to their senses eventually. :)
Yes, still the same problems with both daughters, it is stressful to say the least.
I do have some really strong pain killers now so they're helpful to me at the moment.
The MRI went well, painless, and took about an hour and a half.
Hopefully it sees something wrong!!
I had to give up the puppy. He was already 60 pounds at 6 months old and was also extremely strong too.
I gave him to a younger couple that has a fenced in yard, and they can walk too!
I will remain as strong as I can be Dahl, and try to keep a positive and hopeful attitude too.
Blessings to you!
Enduronman. :)
E-man, before i joined this forum i started reading all the different threads and when i was readying yours and you started to talk about your two daughters i literally had a panic attack. I am about your age but my two are 14 and 10. My heart goes out to ya man, it really does. Peace
Yes Eman I know the puppy was not such good idea. You are in pain you have no energy to deal with temperamental and very strong puppy. Giving him to people who have energy and fenced yard, good decision. MRI so long without moving??????? I would collapse right there.
Chris you always positive and this is what i am lacking, can you give some of your optimism to poor Dahl? I would love some:)
John every child is different, maybe living in the country will somehow be beneficial for your kids. I am sure it will. Do not worry unnecessary, but be watchful;)
Yes I did the 60 day Challenge and I'm ready toQuote:
Originally Posted by needtogetwell
Start a new one on Monday running again :)
Hello you lovely lot :) not been on for a while
How are you all?
Who's still around as I see the forum has so
Many new people here now
Hope your all still kicking ass?
I'm off my meds,since jan now,I'm doing good,went away for a week,(going away allways kicks up my anxiety) tho I held it together and had a good time with my husband and children
I hope everyone is doing well and I just wanted to pop on and say hi to you all :) x
hi Em it is long time when I had seen you here:) congrats on successfully finishing your challenge:)
The forum changed, and I would not say that for better. :(
Hello Dahila :) thank you,oh that's so sad,Quote:
Originally Posted by Dahila
Who's still around? Any of the old gang?
Yes, yes one of my biggest reasons why i make the 15 mile drive's to dance and baton and baseball and school plays. The kids get a little board out here but they get board in town and THEN they get into trouble. I otta know, i was no saint ( sorry to say ). I try not worry until they start to drive :)
Sorry about the panic John, the girls are definitely a handful and keep me on my toes! Thank you for your compassion bruh! I need all I can get...Quote:
Originally Posted by JohnC
E-Man :)
Still the same issues with the girls, very troubling.Quote:
Originally Posted by Dahila
And laying around here in pain daily too adds to the misery but thank God for pain medications!
The MRI wasn't so bad yesterday as they just stuck my legs in it to see what's wrong with my knees hurting all the time, even with the world's best handful of pain killers.
The puppy is gone and I'm glad for that too, he needed a "capable" family.
I have faith and hope that the girls will straighten out someday...they're 23 and 18 now.
E-Man.
Good to see you Em!Quote:
Originally Posted by em1
I'm still here as well as a few others too..yes, lots of new people too!
Have a good day and congratulations to you in your successes.. :)
E-Man.
Hey EMan how's things?Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
How's your dog? Massive I bet
How's the girls?
You been ok x
Hey Em!
I had to give the dog away to a younger and more agile family in their mid 20's.
I couldn't even walk him, he was so powerful, strong, he just drug me around and caused some serious back and leg issues.
He was already 60 pounds at 6 months old, but he went to a better place that can handle him.
Oh boy, the girls...grrrr....
My youngest never stopped getting into trouble and was arrested 4 times for methamphetamine and is now on probation for a year.
She is clean now however, so that's a good thing!
My oldest had another son about a year ago and was forced by the State to give him up for adoption, because of drug use. He was born an addict, but is doing well now.
I had heard that she's also pregnant again too but I haven't spoken to her about it. I believe that she is still into drugs of course.
I've been playing games with the US Government and trying to get my disability payments because of the damage caused by these stupid diseases.
I can hardly walk, stand, or even sit here for long without intense pains, but they say I can go get another job. It's pretty common that they ignore people that are disabled around here.
I just keep having more and more testing done to produce more and more papers for them to look at and hopefully at some point, one of these reports will stick! LOL!!
Still trying to remain positive while being up shit creek, without a paddle..BAAAHAHAAHA!!! YAY!!!!
Wish I had something good to say, still searching for anything good friend. It's tiring!
Wishing you good health!
Enduronman :)
God you poor thing :(Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
Oh yes that would not do you any good keeping a big dog like that,ours is two today and must be about 7/8 stone and when she pulls it feels like she's going to pull your arm off lol
Lucky she's very good now
Hope your girls get it together for you m8
It's very stressful and worrying I bet
God the government can be so shit I know
My husband is self employed and he had a stroke 7 weeks ago he's only 43,he's on the mend now tho he's got a
Stick to walk with,I know how you feel trying to get help with things,blood out of a stone is more than likely thank getting any help
Onward and upward tho m8 and like you said always trying to find something good
Take care x
Yeah getting the disability is kind of tough. My man is on it, he had the crashed legs. In automobile accident but it took three years to get it. they were trying to send him to work till he got the lawyer....what a whacks they are , sitting on fat asses in office with a good pay, and stamping papers without reading "denied" I hate the bureaucracy. You have to overwhelm them with papers. Here is a bit easier, disability depends on your family doctor mainly. but of course you really need to be disabled to get it, even it is such small amount of money, ............
Eman the girls will get better:)
We all just have to have faith and hope I guess!
Have a great day friends.. :)
E-Man.
Without hope we would not survive the world, it bothers me a lot that you have pain all over your body, all the time. I can not help it, and it made me furious. Eh Eman:(
Yes Dahl, hope is all we really have friend.
I am HOPING that the results of my MRI come back today and show something positive too.
My new pain killers are working pretty well so far, so that's a good thing.
Just waiting for some more actual good news!
Have a good day friends... :)
E-Man.
You too Eman, I hope for some relieve for you too:)
I searched for, and found something good finally!
The results of my MRI came back and showed cartilage damage and disease that would cause disability so now is the next step to WIN my Social Security...
YAY!!!!!
They were looking for more medical evidence to back my claims, well, now they have it!
After 25 friggin months of hell and misery...
I am actually happy today, for once in a great while..Yippee!!
It explains why I have such great difficulty walking or doing anything with my legs...LOL!!
E-Man.. :)
Yea good deal man! hope that happiness is contagious.
Thank you John!
I've been waiting to be able to see and explain some of this constant pain for 27 months bruh!
Now, I have some real "medical evidence" to support what I've been telling them for that long too.
I will try to spread and share some of this happiness friend!!!
E-Man :)
Good to hear that there is not doubts about getting the help. It is sad that eventually you end up on wheel chair, but it is life, at least one of the worry is gone. We went through it, it is awful when the people do not believe you, whey the heck they think people pretend to be sick? I can not understand it. My man had to do series of tests, appointments and finally the movie made (the cost was thousands) convince the ass******s that he is permanently damaged and never will function like everyone else, and will not be able to work. We went through hell 6 years of it. It's good now and is going to be good for you too.
No one can send you to work now.
I have friend with that disease and she learned how to live with it, so will you, you already living with it. Eman do you keep the results of MRI? yOu should ask for the copy. Records belong to them but the information, health information is yours, you have right to have every piece of paper. You should have it and keep it save:))
I am happy the long wait is ending:)
YAY!!!
Yes, I get copies of everything and keep it all in a folder that's about 2 inches thick now.
It should give those fuggin assholes in that system something new to chew on now...
You can't do much without your legs!!
I am looking forward to some closure, FINALLY!!! and also a great big check too!
Thank you for your support Dahl...much appreciated. :)
Enduronman.
Oh yes, as soon as they see it, they will send you everything what they own you, this is the best part, you get a lot of money, and can finally do something. They always send more than you expected:)) goood goooooooooooooood
Yes, it's about $45,000.00 right now! LMAO!!...Send it! YAY!!!
E-Man.. :)
Eman, such great news!!!!
Now, first thing you do is something nice for you and your girlfriend! That's a nice chunk of change, so make sure you take care of yourself before the kids come with their paws out, and they always do!!!! Lol
I'm really happy for you! What's the process now? Appeal your social security decision or do you start over fresh?
Keep up this great attitude!
Ch. you will get the money and my advice is; take care of yourself, maybe it helps you to have peace and quiet. You know what I am talking about. You need to have peace and love in your life:))) We love you of course but it is not enough:))
Still waiting on the copies of the reports to be sent to me and also for a prescription refill to be ordered too..my doctor is a very busy lady with as many as 6000 patients.
I have to compile a bunch more test results and then file another appeal. I have until October 20th or so to get them all done and recorded.
My legs still hurt, even while taking this oxycodone stuff and now even hurt at the back of the knee too. Something new that I've not experienced.
I do need to eventually have peace in my life Dahl, its been very hectic and troubling for a very long time but I try to keep a good attitude about it most days.
Thank you all for your support friends, it really means a lot to me, more than words can express.
Hopes you all have a great day!
Enduronman :)
hopefully you will complete all of this and have some time to think what next. Living arrangement is not that great either. OH it is a b*** when hurts behind the knee....Somehow you will get through it. Start to compile the other test together,copy, copy copy into your file and file the appeal early, please. Make a list (ask how I know it) of every piece of paper you need another what you have completed. We had to do it so many times. Actually all the papers we completed, tests and excetera took space in one filling cabinet, with two huge drawers. Of course still filling it up with the last developments. You are on oxycodone , he is too, and is kind of tough to focus on it. How are you doing with that Ch? Does it makes you sleepy? I had once 1 percoset (I am not sure about spelling) and I was stoned.. But pain was gone:))
I am waiting when you get all done and will tell " Now I can start to breathe":))
Papers papers every where!! YAY!!!
This will all work out somehow in the end, it just takes forever to get there.
The new meds do help me moreso then all the others and I have lots of pills around here for sure.
Yes, it does make me feel kind of stoned! LMAO!!..
E-Man :)
hehe I said so, well when the pain is kind of sharp and nothing helps you have no choice. I avoid taking painkillers I rather use my salves, they help, but when I get the back muscle spasm there is not choice but pain killer. I think when you have everything in order and some of financial security, the stress will loosen up, so will pain :) I know it:)
I prefer stoned over pain too;)
Muscle tissue biopsy today, not looking forward to it.
Got the results of my knee MRI back, says that my left knee looks fine and my right knee has some damage yet both of them hurt like hell all day.
Basically, that explains nothing to me.
Hoping that the Doc will also scan my ankles too because they are sore as hell also every friggin day.
Tomorrow I go see another Rheumatologist as well as I'm sure he will think what the first one did and call it fibromyalgia even though there is redness and swelling.
Obviously having an auto immune system disease or disorders or conditions is hard to figure out. But I keep trying anyway...grrrrr
Not real super excited today but I have got to find some hope some where.
Hope you all have a good day!
E-Man :)