Originally Posted by xSweetest Agonyx
I'm new to this site, for the last few months my anxiety has been so severe that I have trouble leaving the house, I can't even get out of bed without my anxiety being triggered. A week ago, the upper part of my stomach was in absolute agony and I mean agony, I was doubled over crying for days and couldn't sleep. My doctor thinks I have a stomach ulcer and I've now got medication for that which helps with the pain. Avoiding alcohol is hell for me at the moment, as that helps relax me, so I'm in a constant vicious circle of panic. I've had a constant head ache for 2 months, my stomach keeps getting severley blocked, and at the moment I'm freaking out because I'm experiencing a banging sensation in my left ear, everything from my head to my stomach is twitching, especially my right arm, which has been very painful today. I've had social anxiety for years, but I've never experienced anything like this, I fear I may be getting generalized anxiety as well, because I'm stressed from morning until night. I've been up to the hospital numerous times, they checked my heart and did blood tests and everything came back normal. But I still can;t get this constant fear out of my head that there is something wrong with me and I'm going to die. I'm also in a constant state of confusion, and I keep having really weird thoughts, like everything is a dream, I'm the only person in the world etc..makes me feel like I'm going mad. I'm going to my first therapy session in a week, but I don't know if they will be able to help me, and I'm dreading it. One of the hardest things is that I don't have anyone I feel I can talk to about it apart from my mother, I don't even have any friends because I'm too anxious to go to college. I spend a lot of my time in my room on my own, crying. I'm only 18, and I feel like my life is already over.
These are the symptoms I have suffered with severley over the last few months:
Chronic Fatigue
Feel like you are going to pass out or faint
Feeling cold or chilled
Muscle twitching
Neck, back, shoulder pain, tightness/stiffness
No energy, feeling lethargic, tired
Numbness or tingling in hands, feet, face, head, or any other places on the body
Persistent muscle tension, stiffness
Sore or tight scalp or back of the neck
Startle easily
Sweating, uncontrollable profuse sweating
Trembling or shaking
Warm spells
Weak legs, arms, or muscles
Chest pain or discomfort
Concern about the heart
Feel like you have to force yourself to breath
Find it hard to breath, feeling smothered, shortness of breath
Heart – beating hard or too fast, rapid heartbeat, palpitations
Heart - Irregular heart rhythms, flutters or ‘skipped’ beats, tickle in the chest that makes you cough
Frequently feel like crying for no reason
A heightened fear of what people think of you
Afraid of being trapped in a place with no exits
Constant feeling of being overwhelmed.
Fear of being in public
Fear of dying
Fear of losing control
Fear of impending doom
Fear of making mistakes or making a fool of yourself to others
Fear that you are losing your mind
Fears about irrational things, objects, circumstances, or situations
Fears of going crazy, of dying, of impending doom, of normal things, unusual feelings and emotions, unusually frightening thoughts or feelings
Heightened self awareness, or self-consciousness
Dizziness or light-headedness
Frequent headaches, migraine headaches
Feeling like there is a tight band around your head, pressure, tightness
Head, neck or shoulder pain, tightness/stiffness
Shooting pains in the face
Shooting pains in the scalp or head
Sore jaw that feels like a tooth ache
Ringing in the ears, noises in the ears, noises in the head
Desensitization, depersonalization
Fear of going crazy
Fear of losing control
Fear of impending doom
Feelings of unreality
Frequent feeling of being overwhelmed, or that there is just too much to handle or do
Having difficulty concentrating
Repetitive thinking or incessant ‘mind chatter’
Underlying anxiety, apprehension, or fear
You often feel you are carrying the world on your shoulders
Always feeling angry and lack of patience
Depression
Feeling down in the dumps
Feeling like things are unreal or dreamlike
Frequently feel like crying for no apparent reason
Have no feelings about things you used to
Underlying anxiety, apprehension, or fear
You feel like you are under pressure all the time
A ‘tinny’, ‘metallic’ or ‘ammonia’, or unusual smell or taste
Constipation
Diarrhea
Difficulty swallowing
Frequent upset stomach, bloating, gaseous
Nausea or abdominal stress
Tight throat, lump in throat
Spots in the vision
Numbness
Pain
Tingling, pins and needles feelings
I constantly worry about:
• Having a heart attack
• Having a serious undetected illness
• Dying prematurely
• Going insane or losing your mind
• Being embarrassed or making a fool out or yourself
• Fainting in public