I am i going crazy

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Originally Posted by healed patient

can you explain what is" meds" dear because english is not my mother language
if you mean drugs i didn't take it even i feel crazy but my mom " and i grateful to her advice " she didn't let me take it
she tell me if any one can't heal from panic attacks you will be the first and because i love here even i cant trust in any one in the years of pills but my love of my mom make me better

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Hi there yes by meds I mean drugs it's easy to forgot not everyone mother tongue is English sorry. I glad you bet it without meds but unfortunately I don't think I can and have started back on them as they did work for me before I post my story and maybe you might see where I am coming from I hope your doing well now days

I have been on them before and the 1st week or so can be up and down but after that I remember them working very well for me I remember even being able to get on a plane and go on holiday with no anxiety only the normal amount as I am not a fan of flying lol. Sadly after 6 years I find myself back on them today it has been a ruff year ups and downs my wife's sister sadly passed a way on my birthday last year in June and to the shock of everyone she took her own life. And I helped keep them altogether as best I can I was closer to her family than my own so it was very tough as I loved her just as much as everyone else and miss her dearly. On top of that I've been I my job for over 3 years now and still on a contract basis so with my wife 5 months pregnant I do fear losing it as I am the sole provider. The funny thing is I work in pharmaceuticals manufacturing and actually make celexa and lexapro among other things to do with Alzheimer's blood pressure etc. Thers irony for ya

Hi Rednaa,

I hope you don't mind but I'm going to re-frame something you said above.

" I have a job, even though it is contract I am able to support my wife and our unborn child" the facts are the same but this has a more positive feel.

You are a lucky man, you have a job, you have a wife, and before too long you are going to be a dad. Life doesn't get much better than that. Sometimes it is hard to really appreciate the amazing things we have right now when we keep referring to our wish lists.

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Originally Posted by needtogetwell

Hi Rednaa,

I hope you don't mind but I'm going to re-frame something you said above.

" I have a job, even though it is contract I am able to support my wife and our unborn child" the facts are the same but this has a more positive feel.

You are a lucky man, you have a job, you have a wife, and before too long you are going to be a dad. Life doesn't get much better than that. Sometimes it is hard to really appreciate the amazing things we have right now when we keep referring to our wish lists.

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Really well said. Many of us could learn from this.

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Originally Posted by needtogetwell

Hi Rednaa,

I hope you don't mind but I'm going to re-frame something you said above.

" I have a job, even though it is contract I am able to support my wife and our unborn child" the facts are the same but this has a more positive feel.

You are a lucky man, you have a job, you have a wife, and before too long you are going to be a dad. Life doesn't get much better than that. Sometimes it is hard to really appreciate the amazing things we have right now when we keep referring to our wish lists.

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yes .. me too i was do that i was say to my self
you shouldn't show any one your panic feeling because they may say you r crazy girl it help me a lot to hide my panic attacks
in every thing is good to respect and accept your feeling but in panic and obsession it good to be shy for and Taunted from your thoughts
i was do that because i had have panic attack Compulsive obsession and Agoraphobia and shame but this is help me a loooot don't let your prayers and your morning and evening supplications because it's the great way to be contact with your lord and to relax your soul

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Originally Posted by needtogetwell

Hi Rednaa,

I hope you don't mind but I'm going to re-frame something you said above.

" I have a job, even though it is contract I am able to support my wife and our unborn child" the facts are the same but this has a more positive feel.

You are a lucky man, you have a job, you have a wife, and before too long you are going to be a dad. Life doesn't get much better than that. Sometimes it is hard to really appreciate the amazing things we have right now when we keep referring to our wish lists.

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great reply and good thiniking