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So, my oldest daughter was here till after midnight, upstairs, while her bf got a new tattoo.
It makes no sense. It's like some other dimension of existence that I don't understand or comprehend other than I think drugs are involved.
They have NO car. She nor her bf have NO jobs. They live with his mother, and he has NO key.
They just walked back in the front door. at 445am, here...They had been shopping at Walmart since my youngest daughter picked them up after midnight.
She has since not returned to the house herself. She's on house arrests and I'm supposed to report her to police. I'm not going to do it quite like that.
She also isn't eating, losing alot of weight quickly, and I think she herself may be using drugs..which is why I'm going to address her issue abit differently..
She's also up all night too..another sign of drug use. A certain type of drug (crystal meth) that she constantly states she is NOT using. Bullshit...
I'm up, because I have to meet with an attorney and Judge to discuss this house today at 9 am. A foreclosure, because of my disability..lack of ability to earn an income.
Am I worried about that? No..I can make certain things happen and keeping this house is the easiest part of this mess..
I just wish sometimes that these daughters would disappear. I'm just being honest. They will continually present me with some really difficult challenges.
I'm not only planning how to deal with this house, I'm also planning on how to deal with a drug addict 17 yr old..I MUST ACT NOW. Before she becomes an adult....
In March...22nd. Thinking I may have to force her into an Inpatient Intensive Drug Rehab where she's locked in...not a pleasant thought.
Am I worried about this? No, but I must figure out the way to save her life. Before it ends to quickly....I didn't bring her into this world to watch her die.
I'll find something good about today, just not yet..
E-Man..
Enduronman... If you feel your daughter is a drug addict it's best to act now before she turns 18. Right now you have parental right and after 18, you won't. Don't be to get into a long story but the sooner the better that she gets help for that.
Here is some info maybe to help:
Crystal meth signs and symptoms are often related to the drug’s impact on the body as a function of its stimulant nature. A single sign may not determine an addiction, but several signs seen over a short period of time can mean an addiction. Signs include:
Dilated pupils
Weight loss
Eye twitching
Loss of appetite
Repetitious behavior
Hyperactivity
People with an addiction to methamphetamine can also stay up for days at a time followed by an extreme crash, where they sleep for long periods. They can also go into a manic phase, where they have compulsive and obsessive needs for cleaning.
Those addicted to crystal meth for an extended period may show signs of extreme weight loss, seizures, rotted teeth and sores on the mouth and face. If you would like more information about crystal meth symptoms, call 1-800-943-0566. It’s never too late to find proper treatment. Don’t let this chance slip away.
I hope truly your daughter gets help. Most drug users and addicts will deny they use or have a problem and will not want treatment or help.
So if she's using it may be a bit of a battle and you believe her boyfriend uses too? Well, him being in her life doesn't help.
Best wishes on getting your daughter help. My husband and I had to go through what sojdbd similar with my step daughter.. His first born ( we have two children together ). Her bf and her were I into drugs and off and on together. It was a very unhealthy relationship. While she was using again she got pregnant. She decided to keep her baby and we let her detox at our home, and made it clear no drugs in the house and no HIM ( the bf). She has been clean since and is in college and an awesome young mom... And works too. In so proud of her. The father of her child is only in her life as her sons dad. She says he's a good dad but a sucky bf. I think FINALLY she sees she's too good for him. None of her friends or or family have ever liked him. He's a low life scum bag.
Anyways sorry for talking about me... I didn't mean to take your situation away from the convo.. Just want you to know I can relate to what you are Saying about your daughter.
You are her dad so don't give upon her
I really appreciate your advice, suggestions, and your story too. Yes, I am going to act..today. She has all those symptoms, and my oldest daughter seems to have many of them too. She's 22 however, different deal there..
Thank you so much!!..
E-Man...:)
Well alrighty then!
I was just told by the courts, that my 9am meeting has been vacated and they're sending out a new ORDER to do some more damn paperwork.
This paperwork was something that I ALREADY DID in October of last year, and then was told to go f myself.
I have to do this AGAIN, AND PROVIDE A COPY OF IT TO THE COURT, THE MORTGAGE COMPANY, AND THE ATTORNEY,.before I can even go speak to them!!!! Hilarious.
I was also just TOLD by my oldest daughter whom of which is still AWAKE now for 24hours...that she got the meth FROM her younger sister..
It's starting to look like a f**ked up day!! YAY!!!!....(sigh)...:rolleyes:
Here's the next f**ked up part. I have a pocket full of methamphetamine that I take everyday to keep me calm and make me sleepy!!! Prescription!!! Ritalin...
It's just not homemade nasty shit...or a rock.
Ima need counclin...
LMAO!! E-Man...:)
E-man,
Man - you have a LOT going on. Meth is nasty nasty stuff. I've seen many many friends screw their lives up and then some have gotten back on track. Needless to say.... It sounds like you have some really stressful stuff going on. Do your daughters realize what meth does to you? Maybe you can show them some before and after pictures.
Hell... Google Pekin, IL and you should be able to find lots of nasty stuff there. (My hometown). Maybe if they realize what this stuff does long term it'll help?
Awful situation, Eman I do not have advice any sound advice, you know what to do, Usually we can not do much. Keep it together man. Thinking of you
Well,.my youngest was just discharged from her therapists and will now be ordered to attend an outpatient intensive drug program at the Juvenile Detention Center....YAY!!! Yes, that is a real YAY!!!
She was f**kin with the therapist today, aggressive, arrogant, and he finally said you need more then what I can offer you...HELL YES!!!
Lion Cub just burned her own bridge, he had a giant fish tank and leather chairs...it was plush.
NOW< she goes out there...different world, that she NEEDS!!!
BAHAAAHAHA!!!
I FOUND SOMETHING GOOD, THAT I WASN'T EVEN LOOKING FOR!!!...
Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts.
I feel great now! She won't be able to pull over a fast one at the juvenile detention center....BAHAAAHA!!!
E-Man...:)
YIPPEE!!!!!
You're extremely anxious,...because you can finally see the "light" at the end of those tunnels Frankie..You WANT to make things happen at a much faster rate, but remember,..slow and steady will always get you to that same point B that you're striving for rather than running a sprint and forgetting everything that you learned or saw along the way...
I hope you win the contest and best wishes and luck coming your way too!!! I wanna see you on morning tv!!! A Star!!!! YAY!!!!
Yes,...I have gone from dooommm and glooommm to this is what actually needed to happen. I just didnt kow it yet.
E-Man..:)
I am so proud of Frankie, She is fighting and winning:)) Keep it this way. My best friend son did not leave the house for 5 years and she is on end with it. She can not help him. He refused the help...
Well done Frankie :) I know you find it hard to walk there but it sounds like a really nice place, I would like to see a photo! I bet the scenery is lovery there.
Frankie on the telly that would be brilliant my fingers are crossed.
um..ok...
So, uhhhhhh....something good.
My Mother called today, some days that's good, some days OMG!!!....She drinks alot,..after 3pm.
I answered the phone, immediately looked at the clock, 427pm, thought holy shit here we go,...she hadn't been drinking.
She said that there's a house across the street from her for sale, should she buy it so I could live there????
WTF???....I looked at the phone, pinched myself, then checked the stock market to see where it was...over 15,000 if anyone understands what that means.
I do know what those numbers mean, to her..she has multiple investments but not to get into great detail, she has money.....
The house would be perfect for me, 3bd, 2 bath, deck, yard, fence, and a giant dog house for my new 200 pound dog,..Dureaux (Duro)....
She was being serious...I still wonder if this is the twilight zone?
I am thinking about what to do, but in all reality, I don't have to do anything because to her it is just "an investment" that will appreciate..
Whether I decide to live in it or not..hmmmmm...
Lots to think about now, but great if I get kicked out of here!! (foreclosure)...because of disability...
Yay?
E-Man...:)
double post srry
If there is reason to hope --- then this it it!
Looking forward to the development of such on offer. WOW!!!!!
But you know how I feel ---- if it happens it happens --- you know what I mean. ;)
Cliff hanger to be sure :)
Wishing you the very best all the same --- I'm in suspense dude .....
Me too!!!...:D
Eman tell me about your dog. I have a big saint barnyard dog named Big Lolo. She's helped me they many an anxious days :)
French Mastiff,..male. He arrives in 2 weeks. 6 weeks old, 27 pounds...can grow up to 200 pounds. Never had a giant behemoth dog before only 40 pounders... My Doc said it would be good for me and make me get out and walk him for exercise....:)
Oh I just love big dogs!! Big lolo is my third child and thinks she's human! One day I want a Great Dane too.
Sure hope this works out for you E Man. Sounds very probable. My Best Peace Bro
This sounds really good!!!!! Go for it!Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
I am seriously thinking about this now...I dont have anything to lose in the matter...:)
Sounds like a great opportunity! Do you and your mom get along?
Yeah we get along great, its my sis that she can't deal with..(and neither can anyone else for that matter).. Severe mental disorders. It does seem like an actual "good" thing, kinda rare around here..LOL!!! :)
I could NEVER live across the street from my mom - she drives me bonkers.
BAHAAAAHA!!^^^^...as long as Ma stays away from the sauce, I'm ok. LOL!!! :)
Sorry to ask, but did your disease cause you your anxiety?
No friend,..the lifetime of anxiety caused the disease. My adrenal system failed, went out of control from living in constant stress of chronic levels. That's another reason why I'm here to help others overcome this before they wake up one morning and their hands wont move...:)
Oh my! That is scary :( Sometimes I feel like my left arm is going out on me when I start to panic thinking I have a heart disorder. Weird!
E... How long did you suffer from anxiety before it took such a drastic turn for the worse? I feel like sometimes this anxiety has me so bound that I don't know how not to stress and worry then I worry that I'm worrying so on and so forth. Then it scares me that maybe im too far gone. Some wicked stuffQuote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
Did you think for a second that it can happen to you? It's stuff like this I wished I didn't read, or asked because then I suffer the consequences. We need to not think about it because it will trigger a panic attack and this will be in back of our minds. Let it goooooo :) That's what I intend on doing since I'm such a worried person as it is.Quote:
Originally Posted by Blessed
I was born with many personality disorders that haunted me into adulthood.Quote:
Originally Posted by Blessed
Then, we had our firstborn child, as shit got real....stress, worry, anxiety..That was 22 years ago.
I thought that living a life in chronic stress was normal, do this, do that, go here, go there, pay the man...
Mostly, I was living my life sub-conciously but getting things done, feeding the entire family of myself and 4 others, and just living..
Then after about 7 really tough years, BOOM! All that just added up to an adrenal system crisis and failure and my body attacked itself, destroying tissue internally.
I had NOOOO idea that all this, would equal this....(auto-immune diseases and mixed connective tissue diseases) from ignoring the effects on my physical body.
I was NOT (neurotic or suffering from neuroticism) as many of you are but I ignored what my body was telling me with a pain here, a pain there..I never got help.
People who constantly worry, fret, concern, that the pains that they have are diseases = NEUROTIC at much higher levels then those of us that just have "anxiety".
Although people with "anxiety" still fall into this NEUROTIC catagory...difficult to understand I know. Neuroticism is even different too..
GET THIS SHIT UNDER YOUR OWN CONTROL, AND IF IT TAKES AN SSRI OR AN ANTI-PSYCHOTIC MED TO DO THAT, THEN TAKE THEM....
Thinking of you all,
E-Man...:)
PLEASE READ.
NEUROSIS = http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurosis
NEUROTICISM = http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroticism
HYPOCHONDRIASIS = http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypochondria
and if those are left unchecked, can equal PSYCHOSIS = http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychosis
Once you're psychotic, then it becomes even that much more difficult to help pull you back out of this mess.....HOSPITAL is next....
Have a great day, and if it isn't great, make it great!!!!
E-Man...:)
Thank you for sharing this with us! I'm sorry to hear this, but you seem like a strong minded person with a great attitude :) That's impressing! God bless you, E-man!Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
The only help I've gotten is meds. I think I should talk to a therapist or psychiatrist. Which do you recommend?
Always start small,..then THEY will make referrals from that point forward once they see (if they do) that you need someone with more education, experience, background, degrees,...Start at your nearest Mental Health Clinic and UNLOAD all these thoughts that you have, to the first person you meet with.
Then, you'll get your life back where you want it to be..:)
E-Man...
Will do! I will look into it right now. Thank you once again!Quote:
Originally Posted by Enduronman
I do not like to scare anyone, but most of folks here are very young, in young age you can bit the anxiety, with the time passing it is worse, more difficult. later one it could be almost impossible to win with it. I know it from expierence.
If I was you, I would do something, use the excellent advices in most of the treads.
Do something, everyone has the same symptoms, and we know it all. We need to hear some success stories, and about progress...
I prefer topics " Today is a good day" " Story of my success" ; it helps with my anxiety issues. Not the topics which appear every day
HPalps
is it panic attack
Panic attack
Attack of panic
Is that me or anyone else and bla bla and bla
We need something good here, some happiness and smile
Nixon does good job in this departement, Jessed did before Applecherry chased him out of the site, Eman did with him and Mist, who dissappeared one day....
My new meds are turning me into a zombie.
It's called Lyrica. They just upped my dose from 50 to 300mg a day.
I now see things differently. These posts, the things in my house, I feel kinda drunk to bo honest with you.
Spacey, weird, loopy, goofy, and if this is how this shit is going to be then I'd rather just have pain...derrrr...
I just feel reeaallllyyy different than my usual self.
Hope I haven't pissed anyone off today, and I feel kind of flat too, persay...
The last posts I read I thought to myself, so, wtf are you going to do about it?...Which isn't the best way to go about dealing with things, so abruptly.
The world doesn't work like that, or at least in my mind I think it should...I've always been a "fixer"...
Now I look around this house and think, wtf is all this stuff??!!!! I need boxes to put it all away!!! Like now!!!
Who in the hell needs 100 bottles of supplements on a counter top????!!!! When I only use like 15 of them...
Ok,..yes, It's like I've never seen this shit before but its been sitting there for months....computers everywhere, parts, hard drives, etc, etc,..why???!!!!
Oh boy,..not sure if I should be posting right now maybe just read through some things and try to figure out where I actually am...
yippee.
E-Man....:rolleyes:
Liryca is so strong....My friend was on it, she was a half zombie;)))
One day I brought her a homemade all purpose cleaner, she cleaned all the walls in house :))
I sure as hell hope that this "high" feeling goes away I feel like everytime I look around or at something I'm surprised!..LOL!
What do you know about (Butrans) or Buprenorphine? I have to pick those up tomorrow. Some sort of patch that you leave on for 7 days..semi synthetic opiate.
Interesting on paper, but will they work??? Says it causes euphoria (I need more of that) and its also anti-anxiety too...hmmm, maybe I need more of that..geeze.
Med number 11...LMAO!...YEE HAW!!!
Can't wait, already feel like I drank a 12 pack without the bloat.
E-Bert. Man :)
Why did they increase the amount so drastically? 50 to... 300?? Yowzers!