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[fear_cloud]

i had a huge fall out with a friend that i was best friends, i mean we did everything together, i dragged her to things i didnt want to do, i made sure she was invited to my brothers wedding, i brought her with me to interview bands at taste of chaos which was a hassle, but i did it, because i knew if she was there, then i'd be happier. and i knew she wanted to come to all these things,

so anyways, i quit school, because of my anxieties, and found a boyfriend,

i dont know why, but all of a sudden she is bitching about me to these two drunk bitches who used to be my friends,
they harass me and i tell her, choose, because im not letting people treat me this way,
and guess what, she hangs up on me, and gets drunk with them and calls my boyfriends house over and over again while drunk with these two girls. every weekend for about 3 weeks.

so i hate her, i wish death upon her,

but i keep fucking dreaming about her,
she will randomly show up in my dreams and i wake up and i just want to rip into my head and erase her image,

will i ever find peace from this?

[dtrotter]

You just have learn how to forget about her. If you really dread for revenge then do it by all means if that can alleviate your problem. The best way is just forget about her, she is not your friend, she backstabbed you.
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[fear_cloud]

yeah you are right.
it is definately hard to forget.
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