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Today, 04:31 PM

Ponder replied to a thread What phobia(s) do you have? in Agoraphobia Forum

Police Officers, Prison Wardens, Child Protection Officers and just about any other form of Authority in Modern Culture.

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Today, 04:26 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Yea - I let it go D. I actually did a good job letting go for the most part as events transpired. Anxiety and Hospitals just don't go together. ...

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Today, 02:37 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Has anyone been on bluelight.org? in General Discussion

Not sure anyone can be black listed here in Australia from actually receiving a benefit or even a government service. Every one can apply and...

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Today, 10:00 AM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

yeah they behave like we are animals not people, the tone, the god like tone is pissing me off each time. I just put down one of them showing what...

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Today, 04:57 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

I got it wrong. I could of had water, but you know me. Oh well. Huge day. I let you know more tommorow when I wake up. I respond with your reply in...

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Yesterday, 08:19 PM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

it is based on allergy in my situation , scabies do look different actually if you look at your skin with the blue lamp you will see the corridors...

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Yesterday, 01:29 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Yes and is concerning if your using the steroid creams more than prescribed and still not working. The way you describe your inability to keep warm...

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Yesterday, 01:03 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Has anyone been on bluelight.org? in General Discussion

Yea man - Hard Core your story and how you feel about the support workers. I am genuinely srry you feel the way you do. I'm not going to even...

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Yesterday, 01:01 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Has anyone been on bluelight.org? in General Discussion

Hi Pedro. By 'this forum' ... I take it the one you mean in the one you linked? Then yes - I agree. This forum we are in, is barely active and...

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Yesterday, 08:21 AM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

my home remedies fail in this situation, I have no idea what it is, it moves up to my calf so I am terrified, Wakes me up at night, Can not put...

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Yesterday, 03:42 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

D - What about that oat milk recipe to sooth it? I suppose it's then moist which is not good? I link this however understand if your not up for...

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02-17-2019, 09:04 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

That sounds really hard core D. You concerns regarding the sugar remind me as someone that suffers with skin issues himself how much better I am...

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02-17-2019, 08:12 AM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Thanks the f****n itching wakes me up in the middle of the night, I am not suppose to use the steroid cream more than twice in 24 hours but the itch...

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02-17-2019, 05:51 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ- Same. Glad to here the markets 'paid' off. I hope literally so. :) LOL at how we use this place like FB now. hehe

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02-16-2019, 05:11 PM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Bravo!!!..................no energy to say more, Markets excellent

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02-16-2019, 05:08 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

DAY 7 ... and holding course suprising well ... all things considered.

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02-15-2019, 02:44 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Not saying I have had the same thing, however I have suffered my fair share of fungal infections, skin rashes and painful peeling all over both feet;...

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02-15-2019, 01:05 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Has anyone been on bluelight.org? in General Discussion

That's was my point about main stream forums

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02-15-2019, 07:03 AM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

the itching will kill me D. the worst I am on market tomorrow and 10 hours in socks and shoes, That is not good for it. Antibiotic obviously is...

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02-15-2019, 02:57 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Hi D ... another exhausting day for me. I do hope the itching is a little better? No energy for a write up today ......

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02-15-2019, 02:51 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Having A Roommate While In The Hospital in General Discussion

Better than being in a large room with up to 30 other sleepers. I went through that at age 16 posing as an adult in a homeless shelter. That was...

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02-14-2019, 03:28 PM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

I just came back from doc office, got toes infected based on allergies . hell it is frigging itchy and so itchy it hurts , Another bullet to bite...

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02-14-2019, 04:02 AM

Ponder replied to a thread The Basics of Medication for Anxiety in Medication

Take the lessor of two evils, but don't rate them as alternatives. It's still the same thing - band aids (read OPs carefully as he says the same...

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02-14-2019, 02:54 AM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Huge Day ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Eating Clean Day 4 almost done. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz Spent 4 hours + cleaning. It was a full on...

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02-13-2019, 06:24 AM

Dahila replied to a thread The Basics of Medication for Anxiety in Medication

they both are good when you do not take any other meds. Even tylenol or advil have pretty serious interaction

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02-12-2019, 02:17 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Thanks guys ... had a reasonable day. Very tired though with all the drama and extra duties but we are more than functional and doing OK. My...

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02-12-2019, 02:03 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Has anyone been on bluelight.org? in General Discussion

Hi Pedro. sorry your having a hard time finding a place more suited to your liking. I've been looking for quite some time and in most cases just...

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02-12-2019, 07:53 AM

Dahila replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Happy Birthday D. have an easy day, :) Best wishes you are very young D. :)

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02-11-2019, 07:08 PM

salvator here replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

Happy Birthday Ponder :) I really enjoyed your posting about isolation. Thank you for that !!

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02-11-2019, 06:14 PM

Ponder replied to a thread Time To Get Back Up Again in Social Phobia Forum

HI D Thanks for the up vote. :) Guess what ... happy birthday to me ... happy birthday to me. Today is the day I turn 50 on the 'Old...

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