In short, never really had a problem with anxiety until now. I first started experiencing this disorder on New Years day 2013 when I come across a health scare with my gentlemen mechanism.
This has since, I believe started an extreme case of HA, Or, Health Anxiety. I have signed up to this forum to start to converse, understand, and try to help other people with my condition as much as I can because this disorder is EXTREMELY overlooked by both family/friends (moms too!) & doctors.
I am determined to get over this by meditation & counselling. I cause no disrespect too people who 'rely' on medication, but this road, is not me, mentally or physically.
I an avid Music Producer as-well. I have played in Groningen (North Holland) & Prague to crowds nearing 1000! Since self-diagnosing myself with extreme anxiety & depression (depression being the off-set of anxiety because it's got me down that much I really don't care about, anyone or anything!) I haven't been making music, or taking an interest in over-seas bookings.
I was, a BIG TIME cannabis user (abuser) not because of my upbringing, but buy the friends I associated myself with. I don't like drinking & all my childhood friends don't bother with me (one of those ones, why?) so started mixing with a 'different' crowed. This is the only drug I have ever done & will do.
So yeah, feel free to get in touch :) - PM me for my Twitter or Facebook or just for a general chat! I get really, really, really psychological on things and my own disorder which is why my 'fear circle' is possibly a lot more worse than yours! but who am I to tell, we could all possibly be feeling the exact same, but also, feel misunderstood in the exact same way?
Thank you for time, looking forward to hearing from you lot!
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