My Dr. has ran so many tests on me,all come back clear, she probably thinks I'm crazy. I go see a therapist weekly that doesn't help justa waste of money. I also see a hypnotherapist not helping either. Will I ever get mylife back? Will i ever get to enjoy things I loved to do again? Why can't I have a beautiful life or at least one without pain and fear.

Hello,my name is Sarah I'm new to the forum. I suffer from severe anxiety and PTSD along with agoraphobia and depression. I have been going through this for 13 years. For me it started when I was 7& half months pregnant and had pregnancy induced hypertension my Bp was so high that I had a grandma seizure and the baby couldn't get oxygen so he died. During the process of that seizure I threw up and inhaled it back in and caught pheumonia in my lungs. This also led to me being in a coma for 2 weeks. After I came out of the coma the doctor said I need to go ahead and view the baby so he could be buried. They brought my son from the morgue and told me I could only spend 15-20 minutes with him due to the fact that he would start to thaw out. Now it's like hell for me,the anxiety,stress, depression and fear is my life. I go to sleep its there I wake up it's there. I've been to my doctor sooooo many times and have taken so many tests thinking and feeling like I'm gonna die.