anxiousmess
03-12-2012, 01:26 PM
hi again. i know you are probably sick of me right now but i wanted your thoughts on this...
i have always had an interest in the paranormal and stuff. since i was a child, things went bump in the night. only, when i was a child - my whole family experienced it.
i seen my first 'ghost' when i was about 12 - it was a tall white figure, which walked back and forwards so many times, i know i didn't just catch a 'glimpse' of something. i was actually seeing something. scared the shit out of me when it stood over me, just staring with its white face.
anyway, as i got older things eased off at times, but at times it has been 10x worse than it was when i was a child. to the point i was ringing priests and spiritualists and all sorts i was that scared. i feel real stupid now incase they think i was an idiot.
now i am at this age now, my life has been kind of different. still hard and stressful, but not half as bad as my younger years and ghostly things haven't been there as much, not really at all.
my question is:
what if i was just hallucinating all those times? should i be concerned? i know during stressed out periods people can experience some weird things, but isn't hallucinations a bit extreme?
i'm not concerned now as like i said, nothing has been happening.
what is worrying me though, is i feel as though i am close to feeling the way i felt a few year back when all that shit was happening.
i'm starting to worry incase it happens again?
at the same time, according to paranormal people, ghosts attatch themselves to you when you are at your lowest.
i suppose i can't win either way, no matter which way i think of it.
i really think i have got more than anxiety! i think i am really effed up!
sorry people :(
i have always had an interest in the paranormal and stuff. since i was a child, things went bump in the night. only, when i was a child - my whole family experienced it.
i seen my first 'ghost' when i was about 12 - it was a tall white figure, which walked back and forwards so many times, i know i didn't just catch a 'glimpse' of something. i was actually seeing something. scared the shit out of me when it stood over me, just staring with its white face.
anyway, as i got older things eased off at times, but at times it has been 10x worse than it was when i was a child. to the point i was ringing priests and spiritualists and all sorts i was that scared. i feel real stupid now incase they think i was an idiot.
now i am at this age now, my life has been kind of different. still hard and stressful, but not half as bad as my younger years and ghostly things haven't been there as much, not really at all.
my question is:
what if i was just hallucinating all those times? should i be concerned? i know during stressed out periods people can experience some weird things, but isn't hallucinations a bit extreme?
i'm not concerned now as like i said, nothing has been happening.
what is worrying me though, is i feel as though i am close to feeling the way i felt a few year back when all that shit was happening.
i'm starting to worry incase it happens again?
at the same time, according to paranormal people, ghosts attatch themselves to you when you are at your lowest.
i suppose i can't win either way, no matter which way i think of it.
i really think i have got more than anxiety! i think i am really effed up!
sorry people :(