bambatrack
02-08-2012, 04:11 PM
Hi
all started when i smoked pot and had a terrible experience and panick attack.
the next day i had derealization until now. it goes and come but it is still there all the time.. one day, searching on internet, i found something about schizophrenia and i got really scared of it.. i convinced myself i have it or i will get it someday (cause of smoking pot) anyway i dont get any of the symptoms. When i doubt if i have or not, i start searching on google until i find relief but the next day the cycle restart again... :(
For the past 2 weeks i felt really better cause i was busy all the time with friends and school, but today i watched a film called DONNIE DARKO and i got scared of schizoprenia again. The question that trigger all the cycle is: What if someday i get Schizophrenia?
..Im 16 years old and those are my symptoms:
-anxiety
-derealization
-depresonalization (sometimes)
-Disturbing thoughts
-Fear of losing control
-Blurred vision
All those symptoms are increased when i go out.
SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH! :D
all started when i smoked pot and had a terrible experience and panick attack.
the next day i had derealization until now. it goes and come but it is still there all the time.. one day, searching on internet, i found something about schizophrenia and i got really scared of it.. i convinced myself i have it or i will get it someday (cause of smoking pot) anyway i dont get any of the symptoms. When i doubt if i have or not, i start searching on google until i find relief but the next day the cycle restart again... :(
For the past 2 weeks i felt really better cause i was busy all the time with friends and school, but today i watched a film called DONNIE DARKO and i got scared of schizoprenia again. The question that trigger all the cycle is: What if someday i get Schizophrenia?
..Im 16 years old and those are my symptoms:
-anxiety
-derealization
-depresonalization (sometimes)
-Disturbing thoughts
-Fear of losing control
-Blurred vision
All those symptoms are increased when i go out.
SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH! :D