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Ellen Bannon
02-07-2012, 11:29 AM
I went into this bit of space where everyone hangs out in my music building. I'm at university and have social anxiety. i can barely go near this guy that I like because of it, or anyone else, and havent spoken to him since before xmas. but I did talk to him briefly, along with a couple of others. I always feel like i should have been more relaxed but I hardly ver go up there so I guess it is in some way positive...??!!! I still feel like my lungs may collapse at any moment though :) I just want to feel comfortable and spend more time!