Leonie
01-24-2012, 08:01 PM
Hey,
Well I have been anxious for as long as i can remember... and I would not show it. But I have ezema and I took out my anxiety on it, scratching my itchy arms until I would bleed. But keeping it in, even with the taking it out on ezema, it explodes enventually... and now I can't control it... I don't sleep, I always feel like there's somethings wrong, I constantly have nightmares and my own shadows scare me. I have a problem with most medications due to me having very low blood pressure most of the time. And being a student, I can't really afford a therapist
So here I am
Well I have been anxious for as long as i can remember... and I would not show it. But I have ezema and I took out my anxiety on it, scratching my itchy arms until I would bleed. But keeping it in, even with the taking it out on ezema, it explodes enventually... and now I can't control it... I don't sleep, I always feel like there's somethings wrong, I constantly have nightmares and my own shadows scare me. I have a problem with most medications due to me having very low blood pressure most of the time. And being a student, I can't really afford a therapist
So here I am