Anselm
01-09-2012, 11:52 AM
Dear All,
I'm new to this forum and I've found the forum very helpful in terms of identification with some of what people have posted.
In 2004 I was involved in an horrific car crash and was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder ( PTSD) and again in 2006 my life was seriously threatened in a dangerous country abroad so another bout of PTSD.
Since then my anxiety, I grade it between 1-10, hovers between 7 to 9, 10 being a panic attack which I avoid with breathing exercises. Anyway the needle seems stuck. But anyway to cope with the anxiety I initially self medicated with alcohol to dangerous degrees. I know this was bad and I know that anxiety gets worse with alcohol. But I have now sobered up and my psychiatrist has diagnosed me with Generalised Anxiety Disorder. But... just some examples...
I have started a PhD at University as I can't return to my old job which is considered to rank as one of the most stressful. When in lectures I make sure I'm close to the door so I can leave and sometimes I just sit there feeling fearful and not taking in what the lecturer is saying.
I dropped my sister off at the airport yesterday and I was stress level 9 for the whole journey back ( my accident was on a motorway/ freeway, the same one I had the accident on.)
I was invited to a fantastic restaurant with a group of friends. I went but could only have a couple of mouthfuls as I was so anxious.
I have a constant feeling I am going to have a seizure. Why a seizure I don't know. In public or sometimes on my own at home. I KNOW I AM NOT THINKING RATIONALLY AND YET THE ANXIETY IS THERE. SO ANNOYING!!!
What really annoys me is that I'd like to think I have a small brain on me and I know I'm being completely insane. I have the feeling of anxiety first THEN I think of something stupid to worry about. Take the seizure worry. I'm 39 and have a full medical and I'm in good shape. Its insane.
I could go on. I'm seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. Do you think agrophobia is synonymous with generalised anxiety disorder? Also have anti depressants helped anyone here?
Any advice greatly appreciated.
M
I'm new to this forum and I've found the forum very helpful in terms of identification with some of what people have posted.
In 2004 I was involved in an horrific car crash and was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder ( PTSD) and again in 2006 my life was seriously threatened in a dangerous country abroad so another bout of PTSD.
Since then my anxiety, I grade it between 1-10, hovers between 7 to 9, 10 being a panic attack which I avoid with breathing exercises. Anyway the needle seems stuck. But anyway to cope with the anxiety I initially self medicated with alcohol to dangerous degrees. I know this was bad and I know that anxiety gets worse with alcohol. But I have now sobered up and my psychiatrist has diagnosed me with Generalised Anxiety Disorder. But... just some examples...
I have started a PhD at University as I can't return to my old job which is considered to rank as one of the most stressful. When in lectures I make sure I'm close to the door so I can leave and sometimes I just sit there feeling fearful and not taking in what the lecturer is saying.
I dropped my sister off at the airport yesterday and I was stress level 9 for the whole journey back ( my accident was on a motorway/ freeway, the same one I had the accident on.)
I was invited to a fantastic restaurant with a group of friends. I went but could only have a couple of mouthfuls as I was so anxious.
I have a constant feeling I am going to have a seizure. Why a seizure I don't know. In public or sometimes on my own at home. I KNOW I AM NOT THINKING RATIONALLY AND YET THE ANXIETY IS THERE. SO ANNOYING!!!
What really annoys me is that I'd like to think I have a small brain on me and I know I'm being completely insane. I have the feeling of anxiety first THEN I think of something stupid to worry about. Take the seizure worry. I'm 39 and have a full medical and I'm in good shape. Its insane.
I could go on. I'm seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. Do you think agrophobia is synonymous with generalised anxiety disorder? Also have anti depressants helped anyone here?
Any advice greatly appreciated.
M