silkymoon
11-16-2011, 10:06 AM
Hi, this is my first post.
I felt like talking about this because I don't know anyone with this problem.
I'm really picky when it comes to guys, 99,5% of the time I'm not interested.
It's been like this for over a year now.
But when I am interested, I get really attached to them without even knowing them that well..
I've only talked once to this guy but when he talked to me I felt really weird and happy.
Now I'm constantly worrying about the fact that he hasn't talked to me yet today, whether he thinks I'm pretty or not, all those kinds,..
I feel like I know him well and I would be devastated if he doesn't talk to anymore.
I think I have this 'fear' because I barely like anyone, maybe I'm afraid of the fact that I never like anyone and that I will lose this 'opportunity' ? Or am I just paranoia?
I felt like talking about this because I don't know anyone with this problem.
I'm really picky when it comes to guys, 99,5% of the time I'm not interested.
It's been like this for over a year now.
But when I am interested, I get really attached to them without even knowing them that well..
I've only talked once to this guy but when he talked to me I felt really weird and happy.
Now I'm constantly worrying about the fact that he hasn't talked to me yet today, whether he thinks I'm pretty or not, all those kinds,..
I feel like I know him well and I would be devastated if he doesn't talk to anymore.
I think I have this 'fear' because I barely like anyone, maybe I'm afraid of the fact that I never like anyone and that I will lose this 'opportunity' ? Or am I just paranoia?