alexis7xs
09-28-2011, 11:12 PM
hi,
i have spent the last couple years working on my anxiety, depression, coda and other mental issues that i have discovered i am bordering on. honestly, my anxiety is what starts the domino affect of all my issues which truly sucks. by joining this forum i hope i can receive support while i am still working through my issues. i wish i could find a sponsor to help me through when life is to much to handle cuz i only have my therapist and 2 friends left to help me through my issues. i just want to be happy and healthy but it seems like the hardest thing in the world to do. i have used EMDR over the last 3 years to help with my anxiety and ive succeeded but have also opened up more doors to problems i never knew i had.
i dont want take pills of any kind which is why i work so hard in therapy, self help books, exercise, yoga, etc.... but im scared i might need them... i have been alone and forced to take carre of myself since i was about 9... and now it feels harder than before i felt more capable and trustful and happy at 9 when my world was exploding daily versus now when its just my mind and emotions exploding daily.
anyways, life is highly challenging rgt now. i have taken a leave from school and am not working so that i may spend the next few months focusing solely on getting control or even a grasp of how to handle myself. i just wish there was a simple answer on how to deal or handle all the horrible things that happen and still be happy.
if anyone has advice or suggestions i am more than happy to hear them. thanks so much for listening.
i have spent the last couple years working on my anxiety, depression, coda and other mental issues that i have discovered i am bordering on. honestly, my anxiety is what starts the domino affect of all my issues which truly sucks. by joining this forum i hope i can receive support while i am still working through my issues. i wish i could find a sponsor to help me through when life is to much to handle cuz i only have my therapist and 2 friends left to help me through my issues. i just want to be happy and healthy but it seems like the hardest thing in the world to do. i have used EMDR over the last 3 years to help with my anxiety and ive succeeded but have also opened up more doors to problems i never knew i had.
i dont want take pills of any kind which is why i work so hard in therapy, self help books, exercise, yoga, etc.... but im scared i might need them... i have been alone and forced to take carre of myself since i was about 9... and now it feels harder than before i felt more capable and trustful and happy at 9 when my world was exploding daily versus now when its just my mind and emotions exploding daily.
anyways, life is highly challenging rgt now. i have taken a leave from school and am not working so that i may spend the next few months focusing solely on getting control or even a grasp of how to handle myself. i just wish there was a simple answer on how to deal or handle all the horrible things that happen and still be happy.
if anyone has advice or suggestions i am more than happy to hear them. thanks so much for listening.