Issues

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My name is Sid and Ive been diagnosed 14 years ago as having OCD and anxiety. Im taking klonopin, respidol, and Luvox. Ive had my ups and downs, but lately mostly downs. I have an addiction to painkillers which I cant shake. I would stop if it wasnt for my anxiety issues. I have to work at heights of 25 feet and I dont think its the heights that bother me as much as the electrical lift that I use to get there. I keep thinking while Im up there the lift will break down and Ill be stuck up there. I get nervous when I go up there and Im going to be facing some more challeneges by having to stay up there longer. Its like Im on the verge of panic. Most of the time I avoid it when I can. I have two problems on my plate and I cant muster the strength and willpower to change things.
Any advice? Is the addiction to painkillers causing this panic? Im not using more than recommended I just cant stop using...