crawling out of my skin?

[MissBrownEyes]

I have a question, is it normal that sometimes I feel like im just goig to go crazy? Sometimes I feel I have so much built up inside ( so much of something I dont even know what it is) but maybe like a burst of energy, maybe I need to yell, cry, run I dont know, but it happens, and sometimes I just think, wow I get these feelings so often and they are taking over my life what if I go crazy, what if I loose my mind, forget who I am, start scraming rationally, you know..that sort of thing, I feel so.. ready to crawl out of my skin. My neck and back hurt ALL the time from the extreme pain I have in my muscles and the tightness all over my body.

HOpefully this made some sence and perhaps someone can help me out here.

Thank you so much in advance!

[ls]

hey Miss Brown Eyes, I think we have a lot in common. If I did not have anxiety in life, I would be such a good person. I think positively......and love positively...but why is life so hard and so challenging. I also have physical symtoms so bad, that most times I cannot function. I worked for Birkenstock, ever heard of their sandals....such a great job...and here I sit, sticken by anxiety. Sometimes, like today, I cannot function. I prefer laying in bed than enjoy a day with the family. Tomorrow football is on, hopefully, I can just zone out.
;) :lol: :cry: 8) :?

[ls]

I also get muscle tension, or at least that is what I call it, that my body hurts so bad. I jump into the shower and just panic, my body hurts and I feel dizzy. I have avoided the shower lately...but I know..and I think...it is just mental....

[MissBrownEyes]

We sure do have alot in common, I use to avoid the shower so bad, just b/c I would think crazy things like.. oh my what if i pass out and drown, what if i fall and hit my head and then noone finds me, or just foolish things like that.. and as embarassing as it seems, what i did was buy one of them detachable shower heads on the hose, and when i take a shower, i take it down and spray it then when i was my hair i let it dangle there then pick it back up to rinse my hair and body, i know its crazy, but hey whatever helps us we must do right?

how was the game? did you feel any better? :)

[ls]

I am slowly starting to take showers again. I used to think the same things...if I took a bath and was home alone..what if I got so dizzy I could not get out. I think it is the nature of the disorder...worrying aboug nothing... but it is real to me and I keep telling the doctors this.
I have wanted to go to church but I can not even imagining sitting with all those people for an hour.......I would stumble out of there for sure.
I haven't been in a restaurant for months....I just get dizzy and cannot think. Take out for me.