Brandon M
07-16-2011, 07:47 PM
I have this habit of, when I feel anything in my body, or have any sort of odd symptom that I normally don't have, I look it up online. Like this morning I went to the bathroom and my urine was a bit darker than normal. So look it up and all day stress out about how it could be this or that and I could be dying. Get home, take a pee, and it's normal.
I do this with everything. Twitch in my eyelid, sore throat, and of course all the physical symptoms that come with have an anxiety disorder. So I end up making everything worse when it's just nothing to worry about at all.
Because every symptom could be something serious. But in reality I'm a healthy 29 year old man. Chances are I'm not diabetic or about to have a heart attack or whatever. Or I get a slight headache and think it's very possible a brain tumor or bleeding in the brain. BAH!
And I know it's ridiculous but those thoughts still persist.
I do this with everything. Twitch in my eyelid, sore throat, and of course all the physical symptoms that come with have an anxiety disorder. So I end up making everything worse when it's just nothing to worry about at all.
Because every symptom could be something serious. But in reality I'm a healthy 29 year old man. Chances are I'm not diabetic or about to have a heart attack or whatever. Or I get a slight headache and think it's very possible a brain tumor or bleeding in the brain. BAH!
And I know it's ridiculous but those thoughts still persist.