crimsonrose
07-13-2011, 05:19 PM
I forgot to say in my welcom port I almost ruined the family vacation we went on 3weeks ago. I wanted to take the kids to carlsbad, ca which is not that far from bako. I freaked out on the freeway. I can drive myself to work on the highway, bu when it comes to high speed traffic like that my husband knows he's driving. Driving thru the mountains are especially hard for me because i always think we are going to fly off the mountain and crash and burn in a fiery death :X Then when we get to the beach i wouldn't even let my kids get in the ocean because I was to scared they we going to get swept ways by a wave and drowned. My hubby was the one going tin with them and he can't even swim. I walways love the ocean. I almost cried so we left. My kids and hubby made light of it and made me see how foolish i was being. We went back the next day and I didnt feak out. I dont want to put this on them. It's hard I don't want them to have my phobias. I'm 31 I shouldn't still be scared of the dark.