Catina
06-28-2011, 07:49 PM
Hello
i am a 21 year old female. i have just been diagnosed with depression caused by severe anxiety and ptsd. I found this site to try and find some support on the new journey to beat this or a least to get my symptoms to subside some. There are only two people in my life who know the true source of my anxiety and what triggered it. Those two People are my amazing husband and my older sister, they are the only two i can trust. If my mom knew the source of my anxiety it would crush her. My anxiety stems from being abused and watching my sisters and mother being beat by an x step father. it was hard time in my moms life and she acts like it never happened so i don't tell her thats where it come from. the recent trigger is my own father turning his back on me. we haven't spoken since July 2010 right before my wedding in october. I have my first therapy appt. on july 25th. i have seen one to be diagnosed but they just wanted group therapy and i declined that. i am not on any meds as of now. but there are days where i cant help but cry or i have to push myself out of bed. these days are becoming way to frequent for me and i really need some advice any would be appreciated
i am a 21 year old female. i have just been diagnosed with depression caused by severe anxiety and ptsd. I found this site to try and find some support on the new journey to beat this or a least to get my symptoms to subside some. There are only two people in my life who know the true source of my anxiety and what triggered it. Those two People are my amazing husband and my older sister, they are the only two i can trust. If my mom knew the source of my anxiety it would crush her. My anxiety stems from being abused and watching my sisters and mother being beat by an x step father. it was hard time in my moms life and she acts like it never happened so i don't tell her thats where it come from. the recent trigger is my own father turning his back on me. we haven't spoken since July 2010 right before my wedding in october. I have my first therapy appt. on july 25th. i have seen one to be diagnosed but they just wanted group therapy and i declined that. i am not on any meds as of now. but there are days where i cant help but cry or i have to push myself out of bed. these days are becoming way to frequent for me and i really need some advice any would be appreciated