hello

[screaming inside]

hello im new to this site but anxiety is not new to me. it is something i have had to deal with for as long as i can remember. i am 32 and in beauty school i have been attending for the last year and a half i am 200 hours away from graduating but my anxiety has now gotten way out of hand i have left school crying twice this week and im ready to drop out.i have never finished anything i have started but i want my beauty license .....i just need to find a way to deal without crying in front of my clients and i keep hoping i will find some understanding and support

[screaming inside]

i have been taking zoloft 200mg and kolonipin but they dont help much
i have fears of failing and people being upset with me. i still worry from the moment i wake up till the moment i pop my pm meds n go to bed

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do you have a therapist? because it seems like you have a pretty good combo of meds there which should work. Unless maybe you need to up the dose a bit for a better affect. Consult your dorctor before doing so just in case. Maybe there is a counselor in the school that you can speak to if they have one. Just dont give up, its easy to want to do that.