lifeconfusion6179
04-09-2011, 09:11 PM
well im 31 from ny. have a good job two kids that i love very much. pretty much had GAD for like 7 of the last 9 years. The new demon i been dealing with is panic disorder (although ive only had 3 in a 2 yr span) for 2yrs now and the aftermath of that has really affected me in alot of ways. From there i have gone thru major ocd and hypochondriac issues. i have never had a fear of my health or death like since that first panic attack. Also, doesn't help that im in a very highly combustible relationship with the mother of my kids. One minute love the next i want to throw her thru a window with the guards still on (kind of a sick joke in my mind, still love her though). Currently on 2 meds a beta blocker and klonopin which i try not to take more then .5 a day. Think that damn klonopin is affecting more then one head if anyone can fiure that out. its just the flood gates have opened and im considering a counselor. It tough I know you guys can relate and thanx for giving me the oppertunity to share this.