ms scared
11-23-2010, 04:08 PM
A year since my attacks started and I feel iv finally started 2 beat this I am on beta blockers but I feel its my state of mind that has started to change things 4 me. I have my bad days, but they are few and far between!! I would love 2 say that its thanks 2 my doctor or the referral 2 the CBT therapist ( which I'm stil w8in 4 a year l8r) but its not, Dnt no why I ave a doctor ther completely useless in england where I'm from. I just want 2 say 2 evry1 on here who feel like there whole life is collapsing around them that ther is hope and you can get thro this!! Iv thrown myself into things however uncomfortable its made me feel iv tried not 2 run from situations and Iv stopped being ashamed of it I'm open about it and if people think I'm "weird" or "weak" that's their issue not mine. Like I said I have my bad days and good but most of all I'm not scared of it anymore its who I am its a part of me.