iainboydell
11-21-2010, 09:46 AM
Hi, I'm new to this forum.
I have had for some time quite severe anxiety symptoms and problems with drinking. I learnt to deal with most of this, and I have had moments of real hope.... I see alot of positive in the world, and I like people... however I keep finding I just don't want to engage, ..my concern is that if I continue to not want to engage I will inevetibly fall back into drinking, severe symptoms and ultimately death.. I just get way too exhausted trying to engage, it puts my body under huge physical stress, being by myself equally doesn't feel safe, I lose touch with reality... I feel like everyone is just nagging me, even though I respect them and see that they care.. and the advice is good and I take it, and it makes me feel better, but I always feel better within myself, and not around others...
I have had for some time quite severe anxiety symptoms and problems with drinking. I learnt to deal with most of this, and I have had moments of real hope.... I see alot of positive in the world, and I like people... however I keep finding I just don't want to engage, ..my concern is that if I continue to not want to engage I will inevetibly fall back into drinking, severe symptoms and ultimately death.. I just get way too exhausted trying to engage, it puts my body under huge physical stress, being by myself equally doesn't feel safe, I lose touch with reality... I feel like everyone is just nagging me, even though I respect them and see that they care.. and the advice is good and I take it, and it makes me feel better, but I always feel better within myself, and not around others...