boxer
10-29-2010, 11:15 PM
The first time around I was scared and apprehensive about losing in the ring thinking the only reason people liked me was because I was good I had a fear of losing more than the just the fight I feared losing my reputation as a monster a forced to be reckoned with when I had those 12 ounces on. But this time around I have no fear I have lived in fear for 8 months afraid of everything living in a complete nightmare afraid of myself of losing control and I fear no man that stands in the opposite corner anxiety has made me stronger people that suffer with anxiety are made stronger by living in the nightmare of anxiety we may only have moments of relief but we can deal with the bad as they come like knocking out other fighters and moving up to become champions which in our cases permanent relief of the hell that we live in. Stay strong so that you may find the happiness that you deserve