Couture
10-28-2010, 09:12 PM
Hello, so for some reason I have never been able to make friends. I'm not like some creepy person. I'm decent looking, I love fashion, so I try to dress nice, I drive a nice car, but I just have absolutely zero friends. I'm 18 years old, in college, and absolutely just getting tired of life. I'm not outgoing but if someone talks to me I'm super friendly. I just get the worst feeling in my stomach when I'm about to be around people. I feel like people are always looking at me and making fun of me, even though they probably could careless about me. It just sucks having no one to talk about your day too. Me and my mom used to be like best friends but she just got promoted at her job so I never see her anymore and when I do she is too tired to talk. She was the only person I had to talk to. My sister, brother, and dad just don't like listening to me. And now my mom doesn't. She always seems mad at me. Everything I say is wrong. She never hugs me or anything like that. So that could be part of my problem. I'm just so depressed. I've been on cymbalta and it didn't work, and recently I tried pevexa, but I got off of it because I didn't want to gain weight, because if I gain weight I'll be even more depressed. I just don't know what to do. Hopefully this site can be somewhere where I can vent my feelings because I have nowhere else to go. Well I know this seemed like a bunch of random things, but I just needed to let this out. Can't wait to use this website, maybe it will help me out. Thanks for reading :)