siamii
09-18-2010, 09:42 AM
This is pretty weird. Ever since I was a little kid i played video games. In fact i liked games so much that they gave me a kind of euphoric feeling. E.g. starcraft , wow, age of empires. I even wanted to go pro as basically I got so much more enjoyment out of playing than out of anything else in life.
Now the weird thing is that I stopped gaming coz my life was going nowhere. However, after that I basically started getting freak-outs each time I saw any kind of video game screenshot or advert. I've developed an irrational fear of video games.
Now, every time i look at an image of video game or even 3d computer graphics, i freak out lol. It's fuckin terrible. I've blocked all images on my comp and am surfing the net like that. I dont even watch cgi movies anymore. It's really getting on my nerves, but I cant control the freak outs.
Do you have any suggestion what I could do to change this?
I've tried getting accustomed to games again, but what happened was that I got addicted for 2 years before I quit playing cold turkey the second time...
Now the weird thing is that I stopped gaming coz my life was going nowhere. However, after that I basically started getting freak-outs each time I saw any kind of video game screenshot or advert. I've developed an irrational fear of video games.
Now, every time i look at an image of video game or even 3d computer graphics, i freak out lol. It's fuckin terrible. I've blocked all images on my comp and am surfing the net like that. I dont even watch cgi movies anymore. It's really getting on my nerves, but I cant control the freak outs.
Do you have any suggestion what I could do to change this?
I've tried getting accustomed to games again, but what happened was that I got addicted for 2 years before I quit playing cold turkey the second time...