Fear
09-10-2010, 10:58 AM
I know we all tend to think badly,the whole damn time.But not all the time we have the right to think negatively.We made some conquers?,we should recognize it.
Mine have been done in the last two years and are:
Two years ago:
-I didn't have a job
-I didn't drive the car
-I only went out with my family
-I didn't see anyone outside my family
-I almost never left the house
-I was anxious and scared most of the time between people
-I didn't have friends
-I felt ashamed of myself
-I felt ugly and stupid and didn't dress well coz of money and didn't make up
-I didn't speak to anyone,was always by myself
...and I could go on for days
Now:
-I do have a job
-I drive the car,not still alone but I decided I'm gonna conquer my fear finally
-I only go out with my family but I'm gonna plan some things on my own with other people
-I do see the people I work with,so I'm not completely with myself
-I leave the house to go to work for now,but that's a great thing for my future plans
-I feel anxious and scared sometimes when between people but most of the time I can say I'm ok
-I do have some friends now that seem to care about me
-I occasionally feel ashamed of myself but I'm trying to fight that
-I don't feel that ugly I'm spending the money I work to buy clothes that make me feel good and beautiful and that make me feel confortable,I do try some make up
-I try to have conversations with people at work to better my ways with others and I try to enjoy the time with them,I occasionally isolate myself for other things I got in mind
Mine have been done in the last two years and are:
Two years ago:
-I didn't have a job
-I didn't drive the car
-I only went out with my family
-I didn't see anyone outside my family
-I almost never left the house
-I was anxious and scared most of the time between people
-I didn't have friends
-I felt ashamed of myself
-I felt ugly and stupid and didn't dress well coz of money and didn't make up
-I didn't speak to anyone,was always by myself
...and I could go on for days
Now:
-I do have a job
-I drive the car,not still alone but I decided I'm gonna conquer my fear finally
-I only go out with my family but I'm gonna plan some things on my own with other people
-I do see the people I work with,so I'm not completely with myself
-I leave the house to go to work for now,but that's a great thing for my future plans
-I feel anxious and scared sometimes when between people but most of the time I can say I'm ok
-I do have some friends now that seem to care about me
-I occasionally feel ashamed of myself but I'm trying to fight that
-I don't feel that ugly I'm spending the money I work to buy clothes that make me feel good and beautiful and that make me feel confortable,I do try some make up
-I try to have conversations with people at work to better my ways with others and I try to enjoy the time with them,I occasionally isolate myself for other things I got in mind