gonzaga86
05-19-2010, 10:39 PM
I have been suffering from really bad depression and anxiety lately i believe. I have had a brain mri, to other tests and everything still comes out normal. I am college athlete that tries to stay in shape in the off season. I have been always worried about my health from having als to parkinsons, i have twitches, headaches, i stumble over words sometimes. I can still manage to run and workout fairly good. I am in kind of a stressfull point in my life between my ex girl friend and school. I am only 24 years old and i feel like anxiety is killing me. Anytime i yell or am put down or i feel nervous my legs weaken on me and my stomach turns. I have been feeling weak lately in my legs, and its really making me upset. I am looking to god to help me get past this. In the back on my mind i say maybe it could be something serouis, but i wouldnt be able to run a few miles jump rope and do these things even if they do take a toll on me. I havent been really loosing weight, i actually need to drop a few pounds. I just feel that i have no energy, my doctor says i have bad anxiety that could cause this. I never knew there was so many physical symptoms of anxiety. Does anyone feel the same, did anyone out there go through the stages of diseases. I even convinced myself i had a brain tumor, i convinced myself i had als, i think all of these things added up to cause huge anxiety in my life. Everytime i fight with my ex girl friend and she puts me down, i become weak, and feel depressed and i just want someone out there to talk to if they know what i am going through. I am not some anti social kid who sits in the basement even though there is nothing wrong with that, i go out, i am a jokester i used to enjoy life, never worry about pain or weakness, now its all i think about. I know im young i just hope i can snap out of it, im just scared and wish people could understand what i am going through. It just makes me want to cry because i feel like i have to push my body so much to do the things i used to be able to do, hopefully one day i can bounce back. Any feedback i would appreciate.
Sean
Sean